19 Dec, 2013 04:42 PMkiss me once, infect me
kiss me twice, it spreads
kiss me three times
you will be my death
all of this time
is occupied
by a metal snapshot
of your smile
what you do to me
i can't explain
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Tags:
Pain,
Sorrow,
Depression,
LoveVotes: 121917
18 Aug, 2013 02:45 AMI feel like I'm trapped
In my little black room.
Its nothing but darkness
And fear
And anger
And sadness
And pain.
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Tags:
Depression,
Pain,
Alone,
DarkVotes: 723706
10 Jul, 2013 03:59 AMI found comfort in pain,
But a friend in death.
I gathered my feeling,
and bottled them away.
I dont need them.
I dont want them.
I still live.
But not for anyone who cares.
I live for myself.
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Tags:
Feelings,
Sorrow,
Death,
Pain,
Sadness,
Careless,
Help,
FeelVotes: 333168
29 Jun, 2013 01:57 AMIts about to be rain
its about to be storming
Now I'm watching my blood pouring
My tears are falling
My lungs are caving in
maybe this will be the last time I will breathe again
As I gaze at the blade
A thousand memories flash back to me
As I glide the razor across my sin
I pray " dear lord forgive my sin"
Feeling my crimson blood drip down my pallid flesh
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Tags:
Depressed,
Pain,
SuicideVotes: 819371
24 Jun, 2013 10:26 AMSomebody loves me & their name is pain,
Promises they will never leave my side & flow through each vein. A love so devoted & true that will never stop giving,
says I'm his happiness & in my heart he will be living.
Each day that passes he shows me more & more,
says I never have to worry because I'm the only one he's meant for.
This life is crazy & he won't let me raise my boys all alone,
he loves me so much & will make it known.
Somebody loves me & their name is pain,
In my life he will always remain.
Till death do us part he will always care,
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PainVotes: 114282
08 Jun, 2013 03:54 PMYou should have stabbed me in the front!
I swear to go ill never trust you again!
I wont... I've told myself over and over
Then why am I smiling and waving?
no! I wont. I wont!
Maybe we could still be friends...
no! you can't but-
no buts you bitch
he should have stabbed you in the front.
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Tags:
Pain,
Love,
HurtVotes: 019421
01 Jun, 2013 12:50 PMWith every word they say,
Her heart hurts a little more,
She only wants to break away,
Away to stop feeling sore;
She's sitting in her room now,
Her eyes are empty, hollowed out,
The world makes her mock- bow,
She cannot take it, cannot even shout;
She walks along the bustling crowd,
No- one noticing the tears spilling out,
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Tags:
Happy,
Death,
Pain,
Hurt,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Depression,
SadnessVotes: 1039490
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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Tags:
Darkness,
Lost,
Poison,
Pain,
Understand,
Exhausted,
Tired,
Hope,
Blackness,
Wretched,
MiserableVotes: 764513
01 Jun, 2013 12:48 PMA scarlet flower on her wrist,
Her vision starts to cloud with mist,
She's slipping down the cold, wet floor,
No strength to hold her up no more;
She smiles even through the pain,
The shower turned on, dripping like rain,
Nothing left to keep her sane,
Her blood spreading as a scarlet stain;
She dimly hears her favorite song,
The desire to live not anymore so strong,
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Tags:
Death,
Depression,
Suicide,
Love,
Pain,
Hurt,
Rain,
HopelessnessVotes: 1140481
01 Jun, 2013 12:45 PMShattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn't mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;
I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;
I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
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Tags:
Death,
Depression,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Cry,
Hurt,
Pain,
Sadness,
DarkVotes: 748121