A last attempt at love.

Matthew Pascucci

20 Jan, 2017 07:20 PM
I’ve been trying to long but I can’t stop the hurt,
Can’t help myself all I think about is her,
Stuck in a fantasy, she can’t help but stir,
The emotions in my heart , the thoughts in my head,
I lie awake every night, wishing I was dead. 
She just doesn't understand the extent of my love,
It’s more than a kiss, more than a hug.

I want to cherish her beauty, and offer her my heart,
I want to hold her forever, I don’t want to be apart. 
I wish to heavens that he would make it true,
Because without you girl, I’m feeling blue.
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Tags: Love
Votes: 3
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My Mask

Kimberly

12 Jan, 2017 06:24 PM
My laugh hides my screams.
My smile hides my tears.
It's been this way for so many years.
Things aren't always what the seem.

I always seem so happy. 
With not a single care in the world.
But you should know sadly,
Many things go untold.

Nobody really knows who I am.
They only know my cover.
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Tags: Sadness, Fake, Happiness
Votes: 4
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Why now

Destiny

09 Jan, 2017 01:33 AM
As I sit here thinking
Of your empty soul
I ask my self was there ever love
If I would have given u a moment
To stay would u ever have gone
Why now ?
The words that repeatedly 
Come out my mouth but 
Now there will never be love
I push myself past the limit 
To give u love and all u gave
Me was broken songs
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Tags: Hate, Heartbreak
Votes: 1
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From Behind

Ink, paper, and a pen

28 Dec, 2016 10:35 PM
As i am singing iloveyou goodbye
They are saying their vows and lullabies
They're so happy as i standby
At the corner hiding, so no one can see me cry. 

Let me love you from behind
Let me remember the love i cant rewind
With my love for you i'm willing to be blind
Although im tearing apart this heart so kind.

There are plenty of ways to die
But baby loving you kills me and keeps me alive
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Tags: Love, Hurt, Hopelessness
Votes: 0
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Painful Love

Ink, paper, and a pen

28 Dec, 2016 02:53 PM
Nights so cold, days so long
All i can do is sing a sad song
Wondering if its u i belong
But where are u, what have gone wrong.

Patiently waiting, days feel like years
Hey babe, im dying with my fears
Are u coming back, i cant dry my tears
My lonely heart need ur smile that cheers.

Tell me if u cant stay
But baby, can we just find a way?
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Tags: Waiting, Hurt, Pain, Love
Votes: 4
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I Don't Know

Kathja Andersen

22 Dec, 2016 02:07 AM
I don't know.
That simple sentence brings up so many bad memories; recent and old.
A sentence i've said so many times.

"What do you wanna eat?"
I don't know.

"What's your favorite ice cream?" 
I don't know.

"Why are you sad?"
I don't know.
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Tags: Sad, Suicide, Suicidal, Depressed, Depression, Death, Family
Votes: 10
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I'm Fine

Julia

26 Nov, 2016 11:42 PM
She asked me today if I was okay today.
Again the next day, over and over again.
She knew me to well, better than I ever did.

Answering everyday "I'm fine, okay?"
She just stared at me, my black eyes hopefully revealing nothing
I closed my eyes, eventually the years turned and so did she
She turned her back on me, because i never answered her the truth
Always answering her "I'm fine."

Once opon a dream
I wished to be happy
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Tags: Hopeless, Sadness, Family
Votes: 4
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Suicide

timothy long

25 Nov, 2016 04:36 PM
sitting down, 
with a hand over the mouth, 
just thinking, 
what to do next, 
die or keep fighting? 
a rope tied up in the ceiling and the chair under it, 
suffering and pain going angst hand in hand, 
never to think again  clearly, 
sleep does well to soothe the soul but not the pain, 
cutting not a lot but temporary relief, 
stopping the hurt was what i wanted, 
alone doesn't matter,
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Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Sadness, Sad Poem, Death, Dead
Votes: 9
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The Window

Cassy

22 Nov, 2016 09:16 PM
Sometimes I sit and stare out my window,
when life is in despair.
I go to that window when I feel depressed,
but no one is aware.
Everyday, I stare at the trees and the birds and the sky,
to escape from a world of unhappiness.
I press my forehead against the glass and sigh,
"Why does life have to be like this?"
I gaze out the window at the twinkling stars,
all is far away.
I wish I could be up there with them,
but instead, I'm stuck here everyday,
with nothing but my window.
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Tags: Wishes, Unhappy, Despair, Depression, Life
Votes: 5
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Broken

Cassy

22 Nov, 2016 09:09 PM
You know you're broken when
Laughter sounds like tears.
And you have so many dark fears.
When your smile doesn't reach your eyes.
And Your world is surrounded by lies.
When you have no need for life.
You stare and wonder at your knife.

You know you're broken when
You can't do anything right.
In your soul, there's no longer light.
When you can't be happy anymore.
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Tags: Suicide, Emptiness, Depression, Darkness
Votes: 30
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