23 Jul, 2011 05:55 PMDreams-
Made to comfort,
Now have left me discarded
While reality seems to linger,
It taunts me from miles away.
And the only things I'll ever feel
Are the comforts of distance
And the surge of razor to translucent wrist.
I will only ever see the fresh blood
Pouring from my translucent veins
But even blood is eager to escape me.
Sometimes I stare through my translucent heart
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Tags:
Death,
Sad,
Alone,
Cutting,
LostVotes: 026197
22 Jul, 2011 08:47 PMI have fallen, and I watch.
I watch my world around burn.
My memories set a flame,
But my pain stays and protects
Me from my other emotions.
The flame and smoke stops,
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Tags:
Darkness,
BrokenVotes: 217273
22 Jul, 2011 01:50 PMYou've got a smile that sets the sun ablaze
A touch that anyone would crave
Your scent, that of an ocean breeze
Salty yet beautiful as it seems
But you know not of these things I write about
He's made you feel your nothing at all
With every razor sharp word
With every shattering blow
If only you knew your life is like poetry to me
It would flow so perfectly
Id love you like loves meant to be
Maybe someday you'll find I can make you happy
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Tags:
Love,
Abuse,
BrokenVotes: 219719
22 Jul, 2011 10:36 AMmy cries for peace
my cries for joy
my cries for happiness
I'm crying because i need to be answered
was i born to suffer or was i born to be tortured?
I dream of a place where all my loved ones
are happy
a place where destiny belongs
where the sun rises and sets
where stars shine bright in the night
my cries,my cries..can anybody hear me?
am i at that place?
no..i still stand..stand with my cries...
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Votes: 17718
21 Jul, 2011 09:33 PMYou sat by my side and say "Oh, how I loved you in every way"
My heart was touched and melt away
I believed in what you say
Then you asked me, who I loved the most
And I answered "I loved my life"
You left and turned away
Tears fell from my eyes.
You left just when I was about to say
That "You are my life"
If only I could freeze the time and recall those memories
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Tags:
Missing,
LoveVotes: 1116557
18 Jul, 2011 05:34 AMI'm on my pen and start to cry
because i don't even know the reason why
i just grabbed my pen and start to write
wondering how my hands have their own lives
making this kind of lines you can't criticize
knowing that this is a message of desire
of finding the truth that never lies
simple words does not always start to say hi
it just burst out and late to realize you're saying goodbye
I'm lost and imprisoned in a total confused mind
thinking the thoughts i always deny
and hiding my real feelings from real life
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Tags:
Missing,
Love,
Votes: 1317560
18 Jul, 2011 03:15 AMthrough the tears i cried this past few years
i been thinking of taking pills
everyday is like a storm
with no sun and no hope
have siblings that love
but cannot trust
sitting in my bed thinking whats next
imagining me being dead
family has destroyed me and also has school
being yelled at is like hell once more
cant take it anymore want to stop breathing
from blood to scars
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Tags:
Sad,
Death,
Problems,
HurtVotes: 222858
18 Jul, 2011 12:55 AMas i watch u slowly disappear
i remember u with a tear
the first time i cry in many a year
hoping you were here
i wish i could talk but fate stole my voice
i wish i had a choice
as the music plays my heart slowly shatters
in my room i watch my blood splatter
as i stand alone surrounded by my own sadness
i watch as u disappear from my life
i no longer have a life
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Tags:
Love,
Unloved,
MissingVotes: 218771
17 Jul, 2011 09:45 PMI do not know you anymore
I do not know what made you change
first you do not like this
Where you once, you are friendly and candid
although not as soft as snow gently
but you're so warm
all words any words that made me always
want to be with you
however, now you're gone and you're coming but it's not you
It's not you that I know
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SadVotes: 013711
17 Jul, 2011 04:12 AMStanding in a crowded room but, all I see is you,
Like the spotlight?s following you where you are,
A lot of movements around but, I see yours too,
Like the bar?s smoke, slows down while it?s far.
I?m over through with playing safe,
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Tags:
Hurt,
Moving On,
BreakupVotes: 316997