03 Nov, 2016 07:52 AMI loved you so much,
But you asked me why I did that,
Those words broke my heart once again,
I couldn't answer that question,
Because I fell in love with you without any expectations,
But I came to know that you actually never loved me,
And it was hurting yet I pretended,
Pretended to be happy although I was falling apart inside,
I asked for a chance to fix back everything,
You never trusted me this time,
Sadly you moved on and never cared about my second chance,
I was glad that you're happy with someone new,
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HurtVotes: 38074
01 Nov, 2016 12:09 PMThe tears of the clown
still falling down
running like a river
even the mask he put on his face
cannot hide the tears in the place.
Tears running every where
tears chasing him here and there
the tears of the clown
a smile on his face
pain inside his heart
emptiness fill the space
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Mask,
Tears,
Pain,
LoveVotes: 322986
01 Nov, 2016 11:57 AMDon't look into the past
don't look for things that gone
don't try to change things you've done
don't be a victim of the past.
I know it last
you can't live your life living underground
closing your ears to not hear a sound
don't let the darkness of the night leads to the light.
It's like pushing a blind man into a fight
the past can't protect you from the future
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Past,
Regret,
PainVotes: 713801
13 Oct, 2016 05:57 PMi sit here looking
looking away
you turned down my heart
and wont love any day
because you are the blind boy
who only sees flaws
you are the blind boy
who knows nothing of love's claws
no matter how hard i try
or how good i am
i'm no good for the blind boy
i wandered into the lions den being a lamb
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Blind Boy,
Life,
Real Boy,
Love,
True Story,
RealVotes: 117721
13 Oct, 2016 10:50 AMKill me now, gently
And lay me beside
The voices in my head
To whom I'll confide.
I've had of my share in this life
Of nonsensically twirling around;
So bury me quick and bury me now
6 feet deep into the ground.
Wrap me in a shroud
Of my hallucinations,
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Schizophrenia,
Mental Illness,
Depression,
Suicidal,
Death,
Pain,
Voices,
HallucinationsVotes: 530596
06 Oct, 2016 06:02 PMHey john
Have you forgotten
My heart you've stolen
But here i am broken
Hey john,
Three years had passed
But why the pain still last
Was it because you've gone so fast?
Hey john,
A lot of questions i wanna ask
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Love,
Lost Love,
Broken Heart,
MissingVotes: 419826
06 Oct, 2016 12:01 PMshe carries her shame
in one hand and sadness in the other
she carries a smile that fails because
her lower lip is wounded
she slowly drags her feet until they come
crumbling down,
she cries out
"MUM it hurts
my smile hurts
"MUM it hurts
my hands hurt
"MUM it hurts
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Sadness,
Loneliness,
Lonely,
LongingVotes: 421389
04 Oct, 2016 02:15 PMI see now
These four walls
Were not to be used to contain the human body
But to contain the spirit and soul
They are used to reverse our backwards and one way thinking
Used to help us find our faith
And help us seek out the the help we need
As I lay here naked
Trapped not only within these four walls
But within the ovaloid shaped walls of my own skull
Trapped with just my thoughts
I realize now I was in a narcosis state
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Jail,
Drugs,
Addiction,
Depression,
Loneliness,
IsolationVotes: 220718
04 Oct, 2016 02:12 PMI feel numb and alone
Life is dark and unfeeling
unremorseful
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
Is gone
To another place
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Depression,
Suicide,
DarknessVotes: 316598
04 Oct, 2016 01:07 PMI still remember the contours of her face
All her freckles and scars
I see her face when I close my eyes
I gave you all my love
I gave you all of me
I opened my soul to you
Where are you now
How many times did you lie to me
Did you really love me or was it all just a fantasy
Was I in a comatose state stuck in my own body
creating my own reality
I still feel your touch
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Tags:
Sad Love,
Remorse,
Depression,
MemoriesVotes: 516831