06 Sep, 2010 12:47 PMYou threw me away to the wind
I crashed and landed in a strange place
A place not of darkness but of greater understanding
I would be appreciated by the person who truly loved and accepted me
No longer would I hide behind a mask of lost identity
I would find myself in him or her
That would complete me to whole
We would love until dawn was burning from the sky above
No longer would we be persecuted for being who we truly were
You threw me away and now I shall wait
Wait for acceptance
Wait for...love. <3
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UnlovedVotes: 020202
06 Sep, 2010 12:41 PMDear Love,you have betrayed me
and left me for dead.
There is a hole in my heart
where he used 2 be.
The boy I loved.
The boy I love.
The boy I hate.
Dear Love,I made a mistake
by letting him go.
You deceived me
and made me think our love was a waste.
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Lost Love,
Lost,
MissingVotes: 022974
04 Sep, 2010 11:14 AMNothing is at what it seems,
My world is bursting at the seams.
The ghosts of pasts that haunt and stare,
Unbelieving, my mind is scared.
Drowning in feelings in my heart,
Everything is just falling apart.
Waiting for time to pass me bye,
I just want to sit and cry.
Wishing for times that would have been,
Times like these wear me thin.
Thoughts running in my head,
my heart as heavy as lead.
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LostVotes: 114242
30 Aug, 2010 01:37 PMWhy am I hated for being me?
A question I can not answer!
The hate that I receive is mostly from my family!
They do not understand or accept the way I am!
They think that its my fault for every little thing.
These feelings I have,
Were not a choice!
I did not ask for them, nor did I ever want them!
Why would I choose a life of hardness?
Why would I choose a life that I know you all don't understand?
Why would I choose a life that makes me hate my body everyday?
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Lost,
SufferingVotes: 322894
29 Aug, 2010 10:24 AMI feel so scared and alone
You have left us now
You feel no more pain
But I am overwhelmed with it
I feel more alone with you gone
But I know that you are up there watching over me
You are now in the air I breath,
The wind that blows,
The rain that falls
I still miss you
I try and think of the good times, but
They overwhelm me and bring tears
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Lost,
Missing,
DeathVotes: 1026508
26 Aug, 2010 07:37 AMyou broke up with me...
and now your paying the price...
i hate you but in the inside i love you...
i feel the need to kill you...
there is no where to hide i have to cry...
there are rivers of blood in my eyes...
now im dieing of lack of blood...
i hope you feel good about your-self...
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Death,
Lost,
Cry,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 232255
15 Jul, 2010 10:19 PMWhy can't this life be fair to me?
Why not just try to set me free
From this heartache that's killing me
DAMN! My heart's bleeding undeniably.
Come to think about everything,
My sacrifices you gave no meaning.
For all the things that i have been doing,
To you it was all nothing.
I was so stupid to give you my heart,
And wasted it until it fell apart.
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Mising,
Lost,
LoveVotes: 1128065
16 Jun, 2010 09:55 PMYour guitar sang a happy song
Your eyes lit up with tune
I saw myself in every chord
I danced, I sang along.
We moved together, your music, my dance
A perfect rhythm, A piece of art
Slowly, tenderly, it fell out of tune
I saw, oh yes I saw, I lost my chance.
That music is not music anymore
It hurts my head, my heart
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Lost,
Missing,
LoveVotes: 331281
13 Jun, 2010 10:12 AMi wish i could meet u
to see u laugh and smile
i want to see wat kind of personalty
u have i wish i can meet u even though ur older then me
for mum gave u up for adoption
she still crys till this day
u dont know me and i dont know u
but i want to tell u
i love u i want to see u
and see how mum reacts
so i hope and pray
that one day we can meet
love the sis u will never meet
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Brother,
Sister,
Love,
Missing,
FamilyVotes: 136542
11 Jun, 2010 08:59 PMI saw you for the first time,
a rainy day in October.
I held you for the first time,
a rainy day in October.
I kissed you for the first time,
a rainy day in october.
I loved you for the first time,
a rainy day in October.
I last you for the last time,
a rainy day in October.
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October,
LostVotes: 022256