13 Sep, 2016 12:06 AMIf I was the only person
If I was your only lover
If I was your only sister
If I was your only brother
I'm not anything to you
I'm just a no one
I've only lost
I never had won
The heart of someone like you
The heart of coldness
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LoveVotes: 510187
02 Sep, 2016 02:53 PMWhen you stood before me,
Shining like the new moon,
And shouted to me “NO!”
I lost myself,
Coz I never knew,
That excess brightness is a needle to the eye.
I still recall your architecture,
How curved it was,
Like a new born baby,
So innocent to the eyes,
And kind to the lust of the soul,
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DeathVotes: 016984
29 Aug, 2016 05:58 AMfallen from the darkened sky with torn wings
shes as beautiful as she is broken
she lay in a burning fire
her presence shouldnt be known of
her screams pierce the air
from the heavens a window breaks
she'll never be anything
she's nothing compared to everyone
she's not high and mighty but ruined and cruel
she's destined to fail
she ruined the Heavens
she's nothing to me
she's fallen
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Angels,
EmoVotes: 18614
21 Aug, 2016 04:33 PMMy mom says "just be happy! i had it worse than you"
My sister says "you don't have depression! stop lying!"
My niece says "i've never seen you cry, how can you have depression if you don't cry all the time?!"
My response is always "I don't know!" or "That's not how depression works!"
People tell me "You're gaining weight... "
People tell me "You're stupid"
People tell me "Wow your life is easy!"
I tell myself "I DON'T HAVE DEPRESSION!"
I tell myself "I'M FINE! STOP LYING TO YOURSELF!"
I tell myself "EVERYONE HATES YOU! YOU'RE THE REASON DAD LEFT!"
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DepressionVotes: 19204
21 Aug, 2016 04:13 PMA crackling fireplace
A burning picture, blissfull, free fire
Fire roaming my soroundings
Burning painfull memories, so bittersweet
A father, a bad father
A mother, a sad mother
A young daughter, a guilty young daughter
Darkness, choking, choking darkness
Tears, so many tears, so many sad faces too
A school, a school who hated her
Bullies, bullies who thought she was fat, ugly an idiot
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Depression,
Sad,
Sadness¨,
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HurtVotes: 233984
20 Aug, 2016 05:57 PMAre you the one?..who is dear to me
Are you the one?..who is there for me
A girl,my heart
I am alone
and ever so lonely.
I am alone
and no one for love.
I want your love
but i did not find you.
I find more girls
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Missing,
UnlovedVotes: 1011899
15 Aug, 2016 12:16 PMI Let the first real tear fall
For all I've lost
For all I've found
For all I couldn't lose now but fear I would
I cry for me
For everything that isn't what it seems
For everyone that isn't what they should be or what they appear to be
For not always getting to choose who we give our time to.
Is it crazy if I say 98 percent of people I've met are judgemental assholes
hiding behind good deeds and fake smiles?
Is it crazy if I say I expect nothing from this godless world
that's ripped me apart at every fvcking turn?
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Survival.Votes: 15929
04 Aug, 2016 03:34 PMYou've been in my past and there you will stay
With love so sincere i gave astray
So heartless of you, you just throw it away
And there you are with someone's shoulder you lay.
I mend this broken heart of mine
Piece by piece trying to keep in line
And there you are sleeping so fine
I am bleeding while you are in cloud nine.
And now you want to complicate my heart
And i cant deny i still love you, in my life you're a big part
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Love,
Past,
HurtVotes: 413970
02 Aug, 2016 11:24 PMShe cried
She screamed
He wouldn't stop
What madness in this world
What bitterness can take hold
It twists the mind
And poisons the heart
Each broken soul fighting alone
As he drew closer she knew what was to come
She begged
She pleaded
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Heartbreak,
Sadness,
Sad Love,
Hope,
HurtVotes: 725238
27 Jul, 2016 12:30 AMWhy do i feel misunderstood
when everyone says they "understand"?.
Why do i feel like i'm alone
when they say "we're here for you"?
why do i question my life and choices
when it's so clear to me that it's all in the past?.
I can't see my future
yet i know it's not a good one.
"I want help" is a sentence i have never said directly.
Yet it seems everyone know
no it dosen't "seem" like that, they know.
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Read,
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DepressionVotes: 717274