18 Jun, 2011 04:24 AMAs I pick up this knife and this gun
And walk into my dark room, I know you feel no guilt, for what you've done
I put the blade to my wrist, and pull it through my veins
As I do, I feel something warm run down my arms
So as I look down I see the dark red blood going down my arms
My eyes start to water, and tears roll down my face,
N Sync with my blood
As i start to feel no pain, I slowly pick up the gun
I put the end into my mouth, feeling the cold steel upon my tongue
As i feel the cold steel, i put finger on the trigger
Before I pull the trigger, i look down at your picture
As i look down i know you will not feel no guilt, nor pain
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Tags:
Death,
DepressingVotes: 115754
17 Jun, 2011 11:26 PMYou blamed it on me, You said it was my fault.
You said reason I shot myself isn't because of you.
You told me didn't broke my heart into two.
And didn't take away my love for you.
But truth is, it is because of you.
You did break my heart, and took away my love.
You made me put that gun to my head,and pull that trigger.
My blood sprayed onto the wall as the bullet entered my head.
And spell out the words, I love you no matter what you've said.
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Tags:
Love,
Death,
Hurt,
PainVotes: 324522
03 Jun, 2011 12:02 PMIn the park, where i did dwell,
i met a boy i love so well,
there he took my heart from me,
now, now he wants to set me free..
One day, i saw a girl on his knee,
he told her things, he never told me,
from now i know the reason why,
the girl was much prettier than i.
I run home, and cry to my bed,
not a word to mom i said,
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Tags:
Death,
Love,
MissingVotes: 120832
31 Mar, 2011 10:56 AMIt seems so long ago
So long ago you were buried
Beneath the colored skin was a human so completely innocent
who had done nothing wrong
When we found out you had left in your sleep
I out of all the people broke down into tears
When we went to your funeral I realized
my baby had left me forever
Missing you is terrible more or less painful
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Tags:
Death,
Missing,
LoveVotes: 120604
24 Mar, 2011 11:13 PMBlood and tears are nothing but a sad remorse
For you who cry and moan about the lost
Blood and tears are nothing but a bad side effect
From a drug called pain and death that
Corrupts this world around us!
Sending you spiraling down into darkness
Crying for the lost blood of your loved ones,
But why do you cry for your lost ones
When you know they won't come back
So why do you shed so many tears
When you know it causes so much pain?
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Tags:
Death,
Love,
Tears,
BloodVotes: 723624
23 Oct, 2010 09:29 PMHe is happy and sweet
the nicest man you'll ever meet
Great with kids
and can open pickle lids
He makes jokes,
that make me choke.
My first date;
was great
He took me to the carnival
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Tags:
Love,
Cancer,
DeathVotes: 023448
23 Oct, 2010 12:22 AMWe Were Out For A Walk I Turned His Way
"Your Not Going To Like It But I Have To Say"
My Face Went Pale I Put Up My Guard
Knowing His News Would Hit Me Hard
He Said "I Can't Love You,I'm Sorry,I Tried"
It Was My Left Eye That Teared, But My Heart That Cried
I Said "I Hate You"And Turned And Ran
I Looked Back And Said "Your Not Even A Man"
He Chased After Me Although I Was Out Of Sight
I'm So Scared Now I Knew I It Would Hurt Me But I Had To Fight
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Tags:
Love,
Silent,
Death,
PainVotes: 025520
12 Sep, 2010 04:31 AMwhen all is gone and lost,
when everything and everyone that we love is gone
and all good is gone from the world,
why do we still hope???
to me hope is a very bad thing,
it keeps your spirits up,
only to be crushed again and again.
apparently it's because we're human
that we hope, have dreams and make wishes.
if that is the case than it's only more upsetting
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Tags:
Sadness,
DeathVotes: 317833
06 Sep, 2010 01:25 PMI am still in love with Him
My heart beats with his
Every breath I breathe is his
I am completely blind to others
Pain his only affection
That smile.
His kiss,
I take any pain
Just to see his face
And feel his hands
Or his soft cold lips against mine.
Watching him spill my blood
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Tags:
Death,
PainVotes: 121275
06 Sep, 2010 01:18 PMI?m sobbing again
Stupid girl, stupid me
I want to be better
But I can?t be different
I hold myself together
As my soul dissolves
Into the familiar emptiness
Empty world, empty life
Can?t forget your eyes
When they judge and scold
"I promise I'll stop cutting"
I whisper into the darkness
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Tags:
Death,
Emo,
Stupid,
CutVotes: 1222749