22 Sep, 2014 09:50 AMA Dark road, alone with only my thoughts,
with the sound of my heartbeat and broken hope.
Crimson tears, slowly draining my soul, my hope, my life.
It’s bliss, knowing that I will no longer endure the struggle of everyday shit.
I have been waiting for all this to end, endless nights in the darkness,
wishing that by some miracle,
I will just vanish into the lurking nothingness of my existence.
Spending my time in the shadows that drown me.
Please release me from my burden.
The deception of a happy face, the facade people around me see.
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Tags:
Salvation,
Crimson,
Tears,
Darkness,
Sadness,
CutVotes: 721910
23 Sep, 2014 11:42 PMIt's rather comforting
Considering that I'm alive and that I do feel
All that time you spent ripping their hearts out,
Left me with a sweet awakening
"All this for me...you shouldn't have."
Really, You shouldn't have
Death will only cause us more trouble
Trouble being my middle name and all
Labelled above all as the extortionists
Denied attention by whom we crave it the most.
Control, precision stealth and balance
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Tags:
Darkness,
Girl,
Blood,
Death,
Love,
Poem,
Twisted,
Comforting,
MuderVotes: 329668
14 Sep, 2014 04:08 PMDear brother,
You've fallen down way to deep,
you can't find a way out, your stuck in a cell
that leads you to hell.
Your on this dark road
with no way out and your crying out for help,
but no one can hear your cries.
You said you needed to deal with this on your own,
but it departed you from your own.
Dear brother,
I tried to show much love,
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Hurt,
Hatred,
Sadness,
Darkness,
Pain,
Brother,
FamilyVotes: 327946
19 Mar, 2014 06:30 AMOverpowering emotions, feelings...anger, hurt, joy, despair, love...
Back and forth, in opposite directions, never resting.
Then nothing... only numbness...
Am I still alive, still breathing?
Am I capable of feeling...anything?
I want to feel pain, bleed and be human.
I don’t want to be afraid or run away.
Feeling a heart beat inside my chest,
But feelings are absent. You did that!
I am broken, alone, left with only memories.
But the memories serve me well.
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Tags:
Pain,
Depression,
Sadness,
Hurt,
Nothing,
DarknessVotes: 525142
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 372525
31 Jul, 2014 08:09 PMI'm slowly giving up
The sun is setting, the night has come
The sadness, pain and suffering,
my demons once again arise
to torment me at night.
Tears, clear and salty
are kept a secret from those around
without a helping hand to reach for
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Tags:
Giving Up,
Darkness,
LostVotes: 318801
23 Jul, 2014 01:37 AMOver my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
At First its too hard to pretend
that everything's alright and I taught that
if I can't manage to keep these thing inside
everything will be remain miserable...
My faith,hope,love or even everything I own
will eventually void by these thing and
turn everything in to guilt and hatred
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Tags:
Revenge,
Darkness,
Hatred,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 720710
31 Jan, 2014 10:29 PMI stand in complete darkness
Staring at the trees and the
Lights sparkling
I watch the moon
Shifting shadows
Bring things into light
And then plunge
Them back into darkness
People do the same thing
Always spinning
Moving constantly
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Shadows,
DarknessVotes: 511464
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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Tags:
Darkness,
Lost,
Poison,
Pain,
Understand,
Exhausted,
Tired,
Hope,
Blackness,
Wretched,
MiserableVotes: 764993
01 Jun, 2013 12:47 PMI wonder if it'd be nice to drown?
To feel the burning lack of air inside your throat?
To see yourself as you're slowly flowing down,
Deep to the bottom, you gently, gently float;
I wonder if it'd be nice to jump?
Jump of a building, the wind whipping your hair?
You'd end up looking at the sky, your body slumped,
And still feel the gentle touch of air;
I wonder if it'd be nice to overdose on pills?
Wouldn't it be great to finally leave this place?
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Tags:
Forgotten,
Love,
Death,
Suicide,
Depression,
Darkness,
Loneliness,
Hope,
HurtVotes: 1345117