07 Mar, 2014 06:27 PMi want to die,
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live,
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.
I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room,
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Suffering,
Broken,
PastVotes: 734533
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Tags:
Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 373135
23 Jul, 2014 01:37 AMOver my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
At First its too hard to pretend
that everything's alright and I taught that
if I can't manage to keep these thing inside
everything will be remain miserable...
My faith,hope,love or even everything I own
will eventually void by these thing and
turn everything in to guilt and hatred
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Tags:
Revenge,
Darkness,
Hatred,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 720854
21 Mar, 2013 12:41 PMI wish i could tell how i really feel,
But now its too late and i cant heal.
Can't you even pretend to love me?
Why is it her that you only see?
I tried everything just to lie,
And now i'm alone left to die.
You don't know how how happy i was,
When you told me my life's real cause.
Then i started to like you more,
It didn't take long for my heart to soar.
All i wanted was to be with you,
But soon i realized that nothing was true.
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Tags:
Lost Love,
Suffering,
Betrayal,
TearsVotes: 122844
12 Feb, 2013 08:30 AMI was sad, i was lonely
You were there, hugged me tightly
You turned all my pains
Into a face full of smiles
You were everything
I wouldn't trade you for anything
Thanks for being there
When i had stories to share
We were happy at that moment
Did not care about everyone's comment
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Tags:
Death,
Lost,
Love,
Suffering,
SadVotes: 026270
02 Sep, 2013 12:49 AMThey are the fallen angels,
The outcast ones.
The ones who didn't survive,
Didn't follow the rules.
They are the ones who fell
From heaven,
In love,
With the wrong person.
They are the demons,
The confused ones.
The ones who tempted an angel
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Tags:
Angels,
Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 315214
08 Jan, 2013 02:41 PMEverything is the same.
I can't escape.
No fighting will,
Is going to save me.
Tears my fall.
Only my shirt
Is there to soak,
They drown me.
Filling my clothes.
Living in my lungs.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Lost Love,
SadVotes: 335547
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Tags:
Life,
Lies,
Loneliness,
Lost,
Unloved,
Darkness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4872730
10 Dec, 2012 02:47 AMKill me now,
Just do it,
My life sucks
how bad could death be,
I don't care,
Just kill me.
Bring down the knife,
Let it tear my skin to shreds,
And put me to bed,
An eternal sleep,
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Tags:
Death,
Sorrow,
Lost,
Suffering,
Suicide,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 853768
31 Dec, 2012 10:38 PMDid you know that I loved you?
That I cared,
More than anyone ever knew,
So much I was scared?
It was burden I bared,
The mark of love for another,
I acted on it as much as I dared,
So I hid in myself like a cover.
I was alone, unable to recover,
Alone in my sad little shell,
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Tags:
Sad,
Love,
Death,
Hurt,
Suffering,
Depressed,
LostVotes: 147816