20 Nov, 2013 09:34 AMremember that day you said goodbye.
all i do is cry,
why is everything you say a lie.
all i want to do is die.
you loved me, a lie.
you cared, a lie.
all you say and do is a lie.
my heart is a hole.
getting darker and darker.
blacker and blacker.
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Tags:
Depressed,
Crying,
Lies,
Alone,
Anger,
Empty,
Heartbroken,
HurtVotes: 935124
29 Jun, 2013 01:57 AMIts about to be rain
its about to be storming
Now I'm watching my blood pouring
My tears are falling
My lungs are caving in
maybe this will be the last time I will breathe again
As I gaze at the blade
A thousand memories flash back to me
As I glide the razor across my sin
I pray " dear lord forgive my sin"
Feeling my crimson blood drip down my pallid flesh
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Tags:
Depressed,
Pain,
SuicideVotes: 820236
27 Feb, 2013 04:15 AMThey don't notice
the constant struggle I have
I try and try to hide the monster in me
and truth is I need to be saved
I put up a wall and
block everyone out,
everyone that cares
They ask what's wrong
I say nothing
because they will never
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Tags:
Cutting,
DepressedVotes: 310827
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Tags:
Life,
Lies,
Loneliness,
Lost,
Unloved,
Darkness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4874735
10 Dec, 2012 02:47 AMKill me now,
Just do it,
My life sucks
how bad could death be,
I don't care,
Just kill me.
Bring down the knife,
Let it tear my skin to shreds,
And put me to bed,
An eternal sleep,
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Tags:
Death,
Sorrow,
Lost,
Suffering,
Suicide,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 854997
31 Dec, 2012 10:38 PMDid you know that I loved you?
That I cared,
More than anyone ever knew,
So much I was scared?
It was burden I bared,
The mark of love for another,
I acted on it as much as I dared,
So I hid in myself like a cover.
I was alone, unable to recover,
Alone in my sad little shell,
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Tags:
Sad,
Love,
Death,
Hurt,
Suffering,
Depressed,
LostVotes: 149039
28 Dec, 2012 08:43 PMSitting in my dark filled room
The only sound that is heard is the rain falling outside
Even though I'm alone I still hide my tear stained face
The clock flashes 12:01 which means another day of hell is gone and soon another will replace it.
No one knows how much I suffer in my own pain
Instead of someone saying its gonna be okay and help me up off the ground
I'm pushed to the ground and called names which none of them are my own
I don't know what I did to deserve this
But, I Guess I must have done something to cause it
thinking of the day I've had I blink my eyes to fight back the tears which burn my eyes.
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Tags:
Alone,
Depressed,
Sad,
Lost,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 141357
26 Dec, 2012 07:03 AMI'm so afraid.
Afraid of what people will think of me.
I try to be brave and strong
but the tears of pain just won't stop.
Why won't anyone help me?
Why do they hate me?
I never did anything wrong!
I wish I were like you
so perfect and pretty.
But you are so mean,
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Tags:
Alone,
Depressed,
Hope,
Suffering,
Unloved,
Hate,
PainVotes: 044710
19 Dec, 2012 05:43 PMWhen we met,
I made a bet,
To promise to never love you.
But things were good,
and you understood,
What I had been through.
Now I realize I broke the bet,
as soon as we met,
cause I knew I'd always love you.
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Tags:
Love,
Regret,
Unloved,
Hurt,
Pain,
Suffering,
Lost,
DepressedVotes: 254984
16 Dec, 2012 11:45 PMThe day you left was the best part
I could be me and not someone
you wanted me to be
I could hang out with my friends
and date other people,
but I cried when you walked away...
I thought we would be together..forever...
I'm alone now I miss you I want you back
the day you left me was the best...not!!
I cried myself asleep
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Tags:
Lost,
Broken Heart,
Sad,
Missing,
Breakup,
Love,
Sadness,
Alone,
DepressedVotes: 155460