03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4206115
28 May, 2014 01:24 PMgoodbye world
goodbye life
my mind is made up
no you cant change it
I'll hang myself to a near by tree
and pray that you wont try to save me.
I'm saying this because i cant live like this anymore.
you even said it yourself,
the light inside my eye has died
I'm sorry that i forgot
you only like me when i'm not myself.
you told me i should just die
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Tags:
Suicide,
Death,
Pain,
GoodbyeVotes: 420904
28 Apr, 2014 11:09 PMHe walks he runs
But his shoelaces are undone
He trips he falls
But he feels nothing at all
She hurts she cries
To herself at night
Those bright blue eyes
Have lost their light
He stumbles he wonders
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Tags:
Broken,
Sad,
GoodbyeVotes: 116792
10 Aug, 2013 05:49 AMWhen you have given it your all
thinking we will grow old together
not giving up
determined to make it work
trying to earn his respect and gain his trust
showing your loyalty
giving your heart
wanting only to matter
but he just tears you apart
always wondering why
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Tags:
Betrayed,
Hurt,
Sad,
Lies,
Cheated,
Humiliate,
Divorce,
GoodbyeVotes: 333312
10 Mar, 2013 11:28 AMThey don't understand what it is like
To be called an attention seeker
To be filled with thoughts of worthlessness
To feel that the world is better off with out you
I can't tell anyone, they won't help
I know I am depressed but they don't
Why am I here, there's no point living
I shall say my final goodbyes.
I shall go tonight and end it all
I was never happy in this world
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Tags:
Suicide,
Love,
Loss,
GoodbyeVotes: 419875
11 Feb, 2013 01:52 PMIt was hot, it was blue
That day when i first saw you
You looked at me curiously
I looked at you awkwardly
Then we talked and talked
And then you asked me out
And i was confused
Were you being cursed?
I always thought that we did not match
You were the one who i shouldn't catch
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Tags:
Memory,
Goodbye,
Lost LoveVotes: 113683
07 Jan, 2014 06:52 PMThe pain drifts in, once again
The ground glistens from the rain
Winter is ending, spring is near
And soon will pass another year
I look again, don't want to go away
Yet the pain returns from today
I try to stay, but its too late
Its time for me to meet my fate
I'll fade away but won't be gone
I'll linger in shadows alone
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Tags:
CrystalWolfTear,
Goodbye,
Tear,
SadnessVotes: 324118
20 Feb, 2012 09:41 AMDrifting on the edge of Death,
Hearing people sigh.
I can't go with Death
Because I can't say "Goodbye".
Falling deeper into a depression,
All I want to do is cry.
I feel hopeless but I need to stop the fall,
I don't want to say "Goodbye".
My Demons reach out to me,
Feeding on the lie,
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Death,
Depression,
Sad,
Suicide,
PainVotes: 544005
15 Sep, 2012 06:38 AMHere I am in the room of our secrets.
Trying to clean our memories of pain
And the stains left on this bed we were lain.
Witnesses were the stars to our regrets.
Those closets where we placed our pure tassels,
Are now the lockers of our dark moments.
And these broken mirror of our torments,
Were the pieces of our daily quarrels.
Your white handkerchief full of blood and tears,
Inside these pockets of our misery,
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Night,
Loneliness,
MelancholicVotes: 127685
22 Dec, 2011 08:41 PMSorry the knife just slipped,
I didn't mean to cut my wrists.
I was just thinking of all the bad things that happened to me.
The things that made me sad,
And the things that made me angry.
I didn't mean to take my life,
With this cold, sharp knife.
Memories of everything gone wrong,
Is what brought this all along.
Warm is the blood that trickles down,
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Tags:
Knife,
Cut,
Pain,
GoodbyeVotes: 631014