08 Jan, 2015 09:27 PMFloral limbs paint pictures in these woods,
Overlooking the garden where evening now hangs it's hood.
Dwelling among the stones where we used to sit,
Longing and loving, I shall not forget!
And I'll always remember where your impure heart may lie.
Where the loveliest did bloom, and where the blooms did die!
We took this path once when it was green and blue.
We counted the flowers and beheld this picturesque view.
We also walked around my favorite tree, so tall and so old.
It still flourishes over the weeds, truth be told!
And I'll still remember where your impure heart my lie.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Pain,
Heartache,
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Nature,
Dying,
DeathVotes: 329339
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
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Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247464
09 Jul, 2014 04:31 PMMy heart is weeping sadness, for the pain your going through.
Not many people understand the brokenness we do.
The sickness in our stomach, like nothing felt before.
The desperate longing feelings, make our hearts break even more.
I really know the pain you feel, as I have felt it too,
I had my kids just ripped away, I know your pain, I do.
Even Abby knows that pain, that no young heart should feel,
Even as the years pass by, your heart will never heal.
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Grief,
LossVotes: 111061
21 Mar, 2014 04:12 PMI grasp the rope and tie a noose.
I fill my palms up with my sorrow, with death in mind.
These that overflow my mind.
With death in mind and pain to hide; I just can't take it anymore.
A note I'm thinking with these thoughts in mind.
Should I tell them I just want to die,
or should I just go and hide the pain; they wouldn't care either way.
I take the paper and a pen, and soon the page is filled within.
Dear whoever cares,
It's me your classmate, that sits behind you in science,
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BulliedVotes: 124337
21 Apr, 2013 10:36 AMI destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town
I live with the rich; I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
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Drugs,
Love,
LossVotes: 216314
10 Mar, 2013 11:28 AMThey don't understand what it is like
To be called an attention seeker
To be filled with thoughts of worthlessness
To feel that the world is better off with out you
I can't tell anyone, they won't help
I know I am depressed but they don't
Why am I here, there's no point living
I shall say my final goodbyes.
I shall go tonight and end it all
I was never happy in this world
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Love,
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GoodbyeVotes: 419862
09 Jan, 2014 05:11 PMwhat's the use of a heart when your heart gets broken.
what's the use of breathing when you leave me breathless.
what's the use of a soul if your soul gets stolen.
what's the use of speech when you don't even speak to me.
what's the point of feelings if someone dislikes you for them.
what's the point of you and me if you know that it will never work out, but i thought it would.
so here i lay crying on the floor "i loved you and i still do". but you go and forget my feelings for you...
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Tags:
Pain,
Sorrow,
Loss,
Love,
Loneliness,
HeartbreakVotes: 031173
27 Oct, 2012 05:14 AMI just want to cry
I just want to scream
The love we once shared
Was only a dream
You were so perfect
And I was so not
But you just held me close
So I completely forgot
But everything beautiful
Comes to an end
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LoveVotes: 443808
15 Oct, 2012 07:40 AMI love it when you smile
It really warms my heart
But knowing I'm not the reason
It tears me apart
You smile and laugh
and your beauty just shines
While I'm left here hiding,
hurting and being the one that cries
My tears are for you,
my beauty my love
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Sad,
Self Hate,
Hate,
Loss,
Love,
Unloved,
Unspoken LoveVotes: 337857
27 Sep, 2012 07:35 AMWhen I lost my baby, still in my womb,
I heard well-meaning sympathies
A new angel in heaven
Just wasn't meant to be
You can try again
I'm sorry.
Nothing was deep enough,
Sufficient enough to reach through the pain.
My heart was heavy
Guilt was prevalent
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Tags:
Loss,
Heartaches,
Pain,
Longiness,
Death,
SadVotes: 037505