22 Dec, 2016 02:07 AMI don't know.
That simple sentence brings up so many bad memories; recent and old.
A sentence i've said so many times.
"What do you wanna eat?"
I don't know.
"What's your favorite ice cream?"
I don't know.
"Why are you sad?"
I don't know.
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Suicide,
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Death,
FamilyVotes: 1038179
25 Nov, 2016 04:36 PMsitting down,
with a hand over the mouth,
just thinking,
what to do next,
die or keep fighting?
a rope tied up in the ceiling and the chair under it,
suffering and pain going angst hand in hand,
never to think again clearly,
sleep does well to soothe the soul but not the pain,
cutting not a lot but temporary relief,
stopping the hurt was what i wanted,
alone doesn't matter,
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DeadVotes: 928770
22 Nov, 2016 09:09 PMYou know you're broken when
Laughter sounds like tears.
And you have so many dark fears.
When your smile doesn't reach your eyes.
And Your world is surrounded by lies.
When you have no need for life.
You stare and wonder at your knife.
You know you're broken when
You can't do anything right.
In your soul, there's no longer light.
When you can't be happy anymore.
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Suicide,
Emptiness,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 3022997
09 Nov, 2016 05:34 PMSad?
Too bad
I can't help you
I don't know what to do
I'm in the same boat, too
Lonely?
So phoney
You just want attention
I'll leave you to your depression
It doesn't go against your transgression
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LiesVotes: 637652
04 Nov, 2016 01:38 AMHis name was Mars
Mars was on the edge
Watching stars and cars
Wanting to go over the ledge
Missing none of his memories
Wanting them erased
He said "Help me please,
This isn't my place!"
He lived on
He needed to love
He held the sun
Sun above
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Alone,
DifferentVotes: 336136
04 Oct, 2016 02:12 PMI feel numb and alone
Life is dark and unfeeling
unremorseful
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
Is gone
To another place
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17 Jul, 2016 08:49 PMGone, the best time of my life
the loss I have, I now visualize
it is gone now, and so are you
at heavens gate, you now pass through
You thought you'd leave none behind
but at the the time, you were so blind
reckless, sad and so wrong
but still, you're gone
We could have cured your depression
just by one simple question
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24 May, 2016 01:03 PMShe sits in the shower letting it steam up in past and present future,
Wondering if she will ever be forgiven.
She does not know how to forgive herself, nor others,
But hopes she can.
Years of torture for herself causing herself her own harm based upon her issues.
No One listening to hear her scream from the inside out.
Best friends move on at the wrong time in her life.
She is left with nothing.
Hours pass by sitting in the shower,
Crying and sobbing over something that’s tormented her for years
Thinking whether or not she could get the courage to ask for forgiveness.
But instead few more hours still in shower it turns cold.
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Shower,
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SuicideVotes: 320434
10 May, 2016 06:10 PMThe last words
they haunted me
I heard your voice
like a eerie ghost that won't go away
I still remember you
Your eyes
Your face
and the last time I saw you in the hospital
Sick, your face still shining of happiness
as if committing suicide was ok
It's not like it didn't hurt anyone else
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Friend,
LeaveVotes: 212273
06 Apr, 2016 03:50 PMi just want to cry,
why won't you let me die,
kill me please as i can not kill myself,
im dead for all i know,
its a masterpiece to die accepting this fate,
is it courage or sadness mixed in,
without kicking or screaming,
isnt that the type of man you want to live?
not as good in the end i suppose,
i will die someday,
maybe not today or this year,
but by my hand i will,
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Death,
Love,
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Suicide,
MadVotes: 1026969