06 Sep, 2010 12:35 PMI?m hiding behind closed
doors,
I?m hiding something
behind my eyes.
the pain and disbelief
i feel all the unspoken sighs.
So this Glimmer in the darkness,
could it be what i was searching for?
will it be something i can hold onto,
or something i will ignore?
i need answers from him or her,
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Tags:
Darkness,
Pain,
HurtVotes: 125460
06 Sep, 2010 12:33 PMThe pain is in me
The pain will not leave me
The pain is all i feel in me
Cut out my heart
Cut out my emotions
Cut out my pain
Only in darkness do i find peace
Only in darkness can i escape
Only if this darkness could stay
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Tags:
Emo,
Cut,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1928260
06 Sep, 2010 12:14 PMIt would only take one cut
Tearing at the vein
It would only take one cut
To rid me of this pain
That?s just one cut
To free me from it all
That?s just one cut
Then I'd free fall
With this one cut
There'd be no tears
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Tags:
Cut,
Bleed,
PainVotes: 322477
06 Sep, 2010 11:55 AMThis pain is killing me.
This eternal sadness that looms over me.
This black cloud that wont go away.
I found a way to get through the pain.
By just inflicting more.
I take this blade
and drag it over my flesh.
This blade takes my sorrow.
This blade takes my fear.
This blade will take my life.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Blood,
PainVotes: 223509
06 Sep, 2010 11:55 AMWe cry everyday for the same reasons.
We cant help but do it.
We hold it in as long as we can but soon we will crack.
No one understands why we do this and they say it will be ok
but they don't even know what we have to deal with everyday of our stupid lives.
We talk about killing ourselves but we don't yet...
One day we really will because no one understands.
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Tags:
Emo,
Pain,
HurtVotes: 1322751
06 Sep, 2010 11:54 AMI cant cry anymore tears
I cant speak up
I just sit on the floor and take the pain
The next morning i try to act like its all ok
but people start to see what is really going on.
One day i will get out but not today.
When i am alone i scratch till there's blood.
the warm blood starts dripping down my arm.
People start to talk but i still act like its all ok.
Maybe one day i will get out...
but not today
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Tags:
Abuse,
Blood,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 324910
30 Aug, 2010 04:12 AMFun
Peace
Hope
But all sorts of really hidden behind this mask?
Funk
Disease
Failure
How long you can keep it,
You really feel the pain caused by the ancient
You can keep up once has
To mask who you are you wearing?
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Tags:
Mask,
PainVotes: 020702
26 Aug, 2010 07:37 AMyou broke up with me...
and now your paying the price...
i hate you but in the inside i love you...
i feel the need to kill you...
there is no where to hide i have to cry...
there are rivers of blood in my eyes...
now im dieing of lack of blood...
i hope you feel good about your-self...
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Tags:
Death,
Lost,
Cry,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 232272
23 Aug, 2010 12:06 AMThe tears are falling down- drip, drip, drip.
You really sent my heart on a trip.
My fist pounds against the wall- thud, thud, thud.
Did you know my heart was as fragile as a rose bud?
Apparently not, because you tore it apart,
You gave me quite a jolt, you gave me quite a start.
You made me feel things I?ve never felt before,
Every minute with you was anything but a bore.
Now that it?s over and the laughter is gone,
My sobs grow softer with the coming dawn.
Although my sniffles subside, the pain certainly does not.
My heart, once ripe and in bloom, is wilting-
beginning to rot.
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Tags:
Heartache,
PainVotes: 021235
18 Aug, 2010 06:36 PMI'm tired of Crying.
I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of lying.
I'm smiling, but on the inside I'm dieing.
Feel my pain, hear my screams, watch my pain,
not all scars show...
not all wounds heal...
sometimes you can't see how someone feels.
i just want to die.
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Tags:
Sad,
PainVotes: 024504