17 Aug, 2010 02:03 PMim slipping farther and farther from the edge of my sanity.
i see you with him i cant help but cry.
as the tears roll down my cheeks
and the memory of our friendship fades away.....
the memory of all the pain he has caused me hits me....
my heart shatters into a million little peices,
when will this pain end?
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16 Aug, 2010 02:04 PMI am empty inside, there is nowhere to hide.
My happiness has left with every tear that I?ve cried.
I have given it my all and it still wasn?t enough.
This life wasn?t meant for me to find love.
Tired of hearing promises that never will be.
I guess I just need to let you be free.
Words are a dagger that tears apart my soul.
I don?t think I will ever be whole.
For I?ve left my heart with you, it is yours for the keeping.
I can?t handle the emotions it?s weeping.
I will keep going, moving along through the days.
But I can?t find peace no matter how hard I pray.
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03 Aug, 2010 03:36 AMwhat is it now that keeps me here?
i need to stop hiding from my fear.
wondering what will become of me
hardly getting any sleep
fighting off the demons heat
beating down this unbearable pain
and when it starts to rain
i sit in my room full of sorrow
Now what could i borrow
can i have your love??
can i have your peace??
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DeathVotes: 040425
19 Jul, 2010 10:44 PMWho am I?
how do i stop this pain so real,
i want to show you how i feel,
how can i make you see,
this is who i am this is me.
i hate what i do, i hate what i say,
i want the pain to stop every day,
i wish i could be more like you,
happy, not afraid, confident,
i want to heal from the past,
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LoveVotes: 129450
19 Jul, 2010 12:59 PMMy tear's drop from my eyes like raindrops when you left me !
You were the only one that completed me !
Day and day you said you loved me !
Was that a complete lie??
I always loved you !
You just didn't love me !
It's like you just used me !
Somebody said you cheated on me at work !
Is this true?
I just don't know what to do !
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BetrayalVotes: 131271
17 Jul, 2010 12:18 AMYou made my heart fly,
and you made my heart cry
Even now how can I not weep,
every night before I go to sleep?
When all I wanted was to be with you,
you took my heart and broke it in two.
And now it's my turn to say goodbye,
As I whisper the words I begin to cry.
I wish you could comfort me like you used to-
but how can you ease my pain when the source of it is you?
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HurtVotes: 833311
08 Jul, 2010 03:53 PMYou take me deep into the hole
under the tree into the dark
I can not see I can not hear
as you leave me alone to die
I wait for you to come back
to find me but you don't
so I lay my head on the soft moist dirt
and feel the bugs crawl in my hair
I feel my heart get ripped apart
or is that just me alone
the days pass and I am hungry
but no one comes to save me
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02 Jun, 2010 10:20 AMCupid, you heartless brute
How ironic you see
That the keeper of hearts
Chose not to keep the heart of me
Instead you let it wander
Far off the course of truth
On the rugged road of deception
During the blossom of my youth
These were the times of confusion
When my heart was yet conflicted
With the thought that I was in love
Of course that lie was soon depicted
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Love,
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Heart,
ConflictedVotes: 531860
28 May, 2010 08:44 PMWithout a word.
Walk without a word,
Sleep without a word,
Live my life in silence.
Cease to exist because my soul belongs to Satan,
for he it?s the highest emblem of life as I know.
I can?t just sit here and act like nothing is wrong with my life.
?HAIL SATAN!? I cry
A cigarette in the crystal ash tray?
Smoldering.
It?s dark in this the abandon room this abandoned house is only lit by
moon light.
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Pain,
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SufferingVotes: 030133
19 May, 2010 04:39 PMi cry for you
i would die for you
i would do anything for you
just ask and i'll do it for you
the sad thing is i even cut for you
i let my blood run for you
i never show you
just how much i would do for you
people tell me your not worth it
they say just forget it
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Sorrow,
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