11 May, 2016 09:11 PMDay one, no sleep, one pill.
Day two, no sleep, six pills.
Day three, no sleep, sixteen pills.
Day four, hospital coma 2 hours.
Day five, no sleep, no pills.
Day six, no sleep, six pills.
Day seven, No Sleep, Sixteen Pills.
Day Eight noone notices.
Day Nine 24 pills, ambulance, coma 2 days.
Day ten still don’t notice.
Day eleven, whole bottle.No more pills. Eternal sleep
Then they notice…
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Tags:
Medicine,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 013280
12 Feb, 2016 12:26 AMDon't talk
Don't breathe
Don't think of me
Tears down your face
Choking on blood
Smiles in the dark
You fall with a thud....
Your visions turns blurry....
It all happened so fast....
The thing you thought of last....
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Tags:
Selfharm,
Crying,
DeathVotes: 413472
28 Jan, 2016 03:33 AMI fucked up
I thought you would always be mine
I thought we would always be fine
I thought we would be okay
That we would always have another day
I fucked up
I never thought to let you in
I thought that would be like a sin
I thought you would hurt me
That you would crush me like a flee
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Tags:
Missing You,
DeathVotes: 811141
08 Dec, 2015 01:11 AMDesperation, it took me away like a thief
And you were left, with this broken belief
That nothing was wrong; that I wouldn't lie,
But you never knew of the many nights I'd cry.
Like a thief, death quietly crept in
And buried my broken dream, deeply within.
Little did you know, I was falling apart,
But no one could see, inside my breaking heart.
And so I was taken, suddenly, one day.
A memory left behind, of a darkening yesterday.
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Tags:
Death,
Tired,
Dying,
Goodbye,
World,
CruelVotes: 821003
07 Dec, 2015 11:13 PMI'm sorry for what I've done to you
I'm sorry for what I've put you through
I'm sorry for all the wrongs I've done
I'm sorry for making your life no fun
I hope this note doesn't sound vain,
but I'm sorry for all the hurt and pain
I guess this is goodbye
Don't be sad, Do not cry
I don't know what else to say
I'm sorry I have to leave you this way
Goodbye
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Tags:
Sad,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 919838
06 Dec, 2015 10:27 PMOh the anguish I have suffered
Lamenting, hurting, dying inside knowing what I did to you
Knowing my cruelty is what did this to you
Both you and I know what I did to hurt you so
But please don't hate me
I promise I didn't mean to
You were my foundation
Everything I know and love is because of you
And even when you left me
You had everything set up so I would become successful
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Tags:
Guilt,
Death,
Suicide,
FamilyVotes: 618532
05 Dec, 2015 04:40 AMLet me go, set me free of this
Paralyzing sickness that has
Taken complete control of me
All this pain I carry eating me alive
All this rage I feel the blackness
That drowns me, suffocates, suffocates,
I'm choking in this poisen that is destroying
Me, consuming every breath I have left
Let me go, set me free, release me
I don't want to fight anymore
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Tags:
Pain,
Darkness,
Despair,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 925582
03 Dec, 2015 09:30 PMWhen the sun goes down, will you remember me?
As the moonlight leaking through sets me free?
Will you cry away, or attempt to be brave?
Knowing I lie at rest, in some distant grave.
Will you seek my presence, in dreams beyond?
If I whisper your name, will you respond?
Will you hear my cries, or desperate calls?
Through the loneliness trapped inside my walls.
Can you feel the dawn, slowly creeping in?
As death steals away the last pieces within?
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Tags:
Breath,
Forgiveness,
Death,
Live,
Die,
Midnight,
Sunlight,
DepreVotes: 821661
26 Nov, 2015 03:04 AMPeople say the worst part is waiting
Waiting helplessly
Knowing you can do nothing
People are wrong
The worst part is when you do find out
When you hear but don't believe
When you can't believe
When you loose hope
The worst part is feeling like your heart stopped
Like you died too
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Tags:
Death,
Finding Out,
HopelessnessVotes: 1611418
21 Jun, 2015 11:58 PMI woke up this morning
only to find my woman's
tears drying on my pillow.
She must have left during
the night without saying
good night, fearing I would
not want to listen to her
drivel.
I could only hope that it was
not something I said that made
her think I was lying
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Tags:
Death,
LoveVotes: 211643