27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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Tags:
Sad,
Sadness,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Lonely,
Alone,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
EmptinessVotes: 1388512
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247875
16 Oct, 2014 02:27 PMJust as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.
Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
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Tags:
Pain,
Missing,
UnlovedVotes: 216513
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4206184
14 Sep, 2014 11:44 AMTheres a little pain in my chest,
which i gained from you,
the tears which i can't hold
when i was holding you
but you tend of leaving me.
I saw you leaving,disappearing
and walking past through the mist of my love.
This made my heart ache and a little pain in my chest.
Sweet memories and lovely accidents,
which made my day because of you.
Then when i see you
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Tags:
Pain,
Gone,
Sadness,
MissingVotes: 019026
12 Apr, 2013 01:51 AMYou need to take a breath
You need to breath again
You need to come back to me
Come back for me
I never left your side
After every operation
After every failed try
I was there for you every time
But you left me here
I need you here
Here with me
I need your heart to beat
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Tags:
Death,
Sickness,
Heartache,
Unlove,
Pain,
MissingVotes: 115724
23 Feb, 2013 11:59 AMI’ve abandoned that silly notion...
... that you will come back to me
My heart beats a little stronger...
...now that it aches less for you
Light seems a little brighter...
...now that I don’t sit in darkness anymore
Mirrors no longer cast a reflection...
...of you standing behind me
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Tags:
Moving On,
Hope,
MissingVotes: -413742
30 Jan, 2013 12:16 PMI keep making wishes,
But they won't come through.
Wishes for me, in reference to you.
I miss you so much,
But there's nothing I can do.
You needed this space,
So I gave it to you.
You've become so distant.
I don't know what to think.
Please don't let what we
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Tags:
Space,
MissingVotes: 311167
22 Jan, 2013 08:13 PMAs I walk by I see you standing there,
giving me a long cold uncomfortable stare.
I surrender the feeling you give me,
I walk away but it’s you I can still see.
Why can’t you just let me be,
let me walk out the door,
'cause I can't look at you anymore,
I made It through
You come to me and go away like waves
You change moods like seasons change weather
Sometimes you act hard like a rock
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Tags:
Missing,
Hurt,
HeartbrokenVotes: 020251
12 Jan, 2013 03:09 AMSilent cries at night
In my dreams I see shadows of you
And only of you and in that moment
I'm free
Free from the tears and pain of the reality
That you are
Gone
But when I wake I'm trapped once again
Finding myself on the edge of weakness
But I push myself to go on cause
It was you who pushed me to keep going
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Tags:
Sad,
Loneliness,
Thoughts,
Missing,
DeathVotes: 324643