10 May, 2016 08:03 PMCrimson red fills the bowl
With everything spinning so fast I cannot breathe
Walls closing in and everything fades
Flashes of lights come by, one by one.
Feeling sleepy not knowing your name
There it is, my favorite thing of all this,
Ah the feeling of pain is gone from before and new form enters me
Laying here waiting for you to come home
I open my eyes and see flashes of you and me from before you went
You walk inside
You call to me and wait for me to answer
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Pain,
Sadness,
Hurt,
AloneVotes: 428760
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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Tags:
Alone,
Broken,
Crying,
Depression,
Emptiness,
Feelings,
Heartbroken,
Hopelessness,
Loneliness,
Missing,
PainVotes: 2278440
28 Apr, 2016 07:25 PMthe skies shall mourn,
for they're masters of disguise -
But no poet's hand can paint
the shades of blue,
dwelling in your eyes.
The spring shall rejoice,
and the winter will scorn
Just like the sun; for it ever plays
with my forlorn -
honeyed kisses of it's rays.
So if the stars are meant to glisten
and if the winds are destined to cry
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Tags:
Loneliness,
Love,
Sadness,
Sad Love,
Breakup,
Anger,
Grief,
Goodbye,
Broken Heart,
Broken,
Alone,
Sorrow,
SilencVotes: 861905
19 Apr, 2016 02:09 PMI hurt with just the thought of you
The memories burning in my soul
Yet I can’t forget you or ever let you go
Like mist hanging over the ocean
And water drops hanging in the air
I feel you presence all around me
And wish you were still here
Is it weird to think I can sometimes smell you?
Hovering close and near
Or hearing your voice drift from afar
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Tags:
Loss,
Death,
Memories,
Missing,
SadnessVotes: 224503
06 Apr, 2016 03:50 PMi just want to cry,
why won't you let me die,
kill me please as i can not kill myself,
im dead for all i know,
its a masterpiece to die accepting this fate,
is it courage or sadness mixed in,
without kicking or screaming,
isnt that the type of man you want to live?
not as good in the end i suppose,
i will die someday,
maybe not today or this year,
but by my hand i will,
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Tags:
Death,
Love,
Sadness,
Suicide,
MadVotes: 1026883
06 Apr, 2016 03:48 PMFoolish children is what i say,
reckless love's made me rue every day,
fuck you,
no one has a clue,
live my life and you'll kill yourself to,
you'll have to get to know me,
maybe it will get better one day,
but im not exist in a world so gray,
im dead anyway,
why must these thoughts ring true,
why cant i be you,
i have nothing while you have something,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
Suicide,
Loss,
Crying,
Tears,
Peace,
Greif,
LoveVotes: 237062
05 Feb, 2016 01:25 PMYour mom says you're fat.
Your friends say don't eat.
Don't they realize it's happiness you seek?
You're sad all the time,
and don't want to live.
Do they just ignore the signs that you give?
You sleep all the time,
and don't want to get up.
Because sometimes you think
a little too much.
You hold back tears,
and fake a smile;
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Tags:
Depression,
Suicide,
SadnessVotes: 517818
06 Jan, 2016 10:07 PMLove, I would have given you my all.
I loved you,
and you loved me.
You were the girl of my dreams!
And the better part of me.
I loved how we were.
It was like a blur.
Me and you,
you and I.
It was like nothing could ever hurt me.
I wish you would see.
I found strength in you,
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Tags:
Love,
Heartbroken,
SadnessVotes: 420420
14 Nov, 2015 01:27 PMNo I can't ever find the words to say how much you mean to me,
I know when you ask how much I care, but when I say, its hard
for you see.
Look in my eyes, I get butterflies, I see why you're in love with
me, but at first I was to blind to see what you seen in me.
Now I am left to think about the mess I made.
The mess I made is unforgiven and I don't want to put you through
the things he did, I messed up my ways, now I am left with the pieces
of the puzzle, trying to clean up the mess I made.
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Tags:
Love,
Sadness,
ShameVotes: 213627
09 Nov, 2015 05:49 PMDon't be afraid. I'm just a little crazy and insane.
After all I won't ever be the same.
It's not a lie.
It's always once more, until you die.
Just a tear, just a scream.
oh, who would ever want to be here?
It's not a life.
It's always once more, until you find a knife.
Light or darkness, i don't care.
I was crying and you just stood there.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Poem,
Pain,
Cut,
Cutting,
Painful,
LoveVotes: 432547