11 Dec, 2012 10:54 PMMy beating heart starts to shatter.
It crumbles into pieces,
But it still beats.
Each second that passes
The shards are tearing at me apart.
I have tried to put them back together
But every time I try to,
The pieces cut my hand
And make me bleed
As my heart once did.
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Tags:
Heart,
Shatter,
Break,
Glass,
Sad,
Depressed,
Pain,
Plague,
BleedVotes: 144242
29 Nov, 2012 04:08 AMSinking deeper into me,
Losing touch with everything,
Wondering how this came about,
Figuring out just what I'm now.
Let me stray,
And make my own mistakes,
Cause I won't learn anything,
If you keep me tied to strings.
I can't lose faith,
Though my faith's quite gone,
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Tags:
Lost,
Despair,
Life,
Depressed,
Suicide,
Unloved,
Darkness,
SadnessVotes: 345475
28 Oct, 2012 07:19 AMI was only eight when it began
Late at night, when I was alone.
You preyed on my innocence and my trust.
How did I know that it was wrong?
You did things so horrible to me,
My soul and body were bared.
What you did to that little girl
Left me feeling alone and scared.
You said it was to show your love
By taking my body for your use.
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Tags:
Abused,
Memories,
Pain,
Hurt,
Nighmare,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 146332
28 Oct, 2012 07:17 AMDesolation,
Wide open space,
Between the trees and me,
Emptiness and me,
Confusion and decisions,
Feelings hard to define,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,
Coldness seeps
Its way in,
I am falling deeper,
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Tags:
Sad,
Alone,
Lost,
DepressedVotes: 132635
30 Oct, 2012 03:30 PMI bandage my arm.
So clean and pure.
Just like my soul,
some years before.
Now I self-harm.
It makes me feel good.
They tell me to stop,
I don't know if I should.
I could cry tears,
but they all dried away.
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Tags:
Suicidal,
Broken,
Lost Love,
Self-harm,
Cutting,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 140188
28 Oct, 2012 07:16 AMPain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep,
let me rest, Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
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Tags:
Pain,
Lost,
Depressed,
Sad,
Hurt,
Love,
HeartbrokenVotes: 361945
28 Oct, 2012 07:13 AMFour o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
All alone I feel.
I try to justify all the pain,
All of this guilt before my eyes.
Another day of confusion,
A day of wondering.
Is it ever just going to go away?
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Tags:
Loneliness,
Sad,
Pain,
Lost,
DepressedVotes: 444418
06 Oct, 2012 03:37 PMI'm sorry for everything I have done wrong
sorry but I miss you, please just come home
I listened to music, but my love is ending
I'm losing my way, but I'm not pretending.
I loved you forever, I always forgave
I need you back, you're the one who saves
me from falling and falling and ending up hurt
I did it over and over again but you're all unhurt
I wanted to see you I'm sorry again
my life flashed before me,
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Tags:
Sorry,
Sad,
Depressed,
Memories,
Missing,
Possessed,
Moving OnVotes: 133095
10 Oct, 2012 04:45 PMAlas, my heart has been torn
Bringing the pain so deep, so strong
it strikes through my soul,
I've been exchanged for darkness
so says the one that stole my world...
you say you want to help me now
but its too late I finally drowned,
I am dead to light
I lie here under the stars
of the moon showing my true sight
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Tags:
Love,
Hurt,
Sad,
Pain,
Depressed,
LostVotes: 249816
01 Oct, 2012 06:10 AMBorrowed a box of broken dreams
and picked through a few,
but none fit the hole within my chest,
so I tucked a few just out of view
and to the hopeless, I gave the rest.
My feet led me to where I'll sleep tonight,
so arriving I sat and leaned against the wall,
as the rain it fell like a symphony
in an abandoned concert hall,
The wind it seems to call your name
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Tags:
Lost Love,
Sadness,
Death,
Missing,
Memories,
Dreams,
Broken,
Depressed,
SadVotes: 2056993