04 Nov, 2016 01:38 AMHis name was Mars
Mars was on the edge
Watching stars and cars
Wanting to go over the ledge
Missing none of his memories
Wanting them erased
He said "Help me please,
This isn't my place!"
He lived on
He needed to love
He held the sun
Sun above
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Tags:
Sad Poem,
Depression,
Suicide,
Emotions,
Pain,
Poem,
Poetry,
Alone,
DifferentVotes: 335206
01 Nov, 2016 12:09 PMThe tears of the clown
still falling down
running like a river
even the mask he put on his face
cannot hide the tears in the place.
Tears running every where
tears chasing him here and there
the tears of the clown
a smile on his face
pain inside his heart
emptiness fill the space
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Tags:
Mask,
Tears,
Pain,
LoveVotes: 322981
01 Nov, 2016 11:57 AMDon't look into the past
don't look for things that gone
don't try to change things you've done
don't be a victim of the past.
I know it last
you can't live your life living underground
closing your ears to not hear a sound
don't let the darkness of the night leads to the light.
It's like pushing a blind man into a fight
the past can't protect you from the future
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Tags:
Past,
Regret,
PainVotes: 713797
13 Oct, 2016 10:50 AMKill me now, gently
And lay me beside
The voices in my head
To whom I'll confide.
I've had of my share in this life
Of nonsensically twirling around;
So bury me quick and bury me now
6 feet deep into the ground.
Wrap me in a shroud
Of my hallucinations,
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Tags:
Schizophrenia,
Mental Illness,
Depression,
Suicidal,
Death,
Pain,
Voices,
HallucinationsVotes: 530570
23 Sep, 2016 10:05 AMwords as sweet as heaven
lies as deep as hell
I cant believe that you are an evil
disguise in words of an angel.
my world revolved around you
with all the things you said untrue
all these days I thought it was real
but with all the hurts now I don't know what to feel.\
you said you love me
but you also love her, really?
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Tags:
Love,
Lies,
Hurts,
Pain,
CheatingVotes: 324826
22 Sep, 2016 08:22 PMThere's monsters in my head,
there's monsters in my mind.
Thought they were helping,
thank you so much for being kind.
I've been shattered and battered,
my body abused and splattered.
New mamma hates me,
even wishes she didn't create me.
New mamma's taking pills,
real daddy's not here right now.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Abuse,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Suicidal,
PainVotes: 026350
26 Jul, 2016 05:10 PMthe tears will never stop falling.
visible or not.
but losing someone.
that you loved deeply.
the death you feel.
the pain you gain from the love you lost.
and the sharpness against your skin.
the red streams that flows continuously.
when you ease my pain.
all guilt flies away.
when the new love remains.
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Tags:
Pain,
Loss,
Love,
Cutting,
CryingVotes: 426509
13 Jun, 2016 10:51 AMShe packed her bags with her sanity,
because that was all that had remained;
Through all her turmoils and troubles,
that had left her poor soul, maimed.
Her suitcase was etched with blood,
that kept dripping from her slit wrist.
It didn't distract her from running away,
from the innocence she had missed.
She held her suitcase in one hand,
and carried her burdens in her head.
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Tags:
Left,
Pain,
DeathVotes: 314310
10 May, 2016 08:03 PMCrimson red fills the bowl
With everything spinning so fast I cannot breathe
Walls closing in and everything fades
Flashes of lights come by, one by one.
Feeling sleepy not knowing your name
There it is, my favorite thing of all this,
Ah the feeling of pain is gone from before and new form enters me
Laying here waiting for you to come home
I open my eyes and see flashes of you and me from before you went
You walk inside
You call to me and wait for me to answer
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Pain,
Sadness,
Hurt,
AloneVotes: 428083
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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Tags:
Alone,
Broken,
Crying,
Depression,
Emptiness,
Feelings,
Heartbroken,
Hopelessness,
Loneliness,
Missing,
PainVotes: 2276963