01 Jul, 2015 09:52 AMI hated you from the start
loved you in the end, the
phrase "Be careful what you
wish for." I understand it
now
Now your locked up in a cell
now your really in too deep
I miss you now, and I don't
know what to do
I try not to beat myself up
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Tags:
Regret,
Sorry,
HurtVotes: 012139
01 Jul, 2015 09:39 AMSomeone you know isn't the person
you know I wish you could see yourself
you say your the same but your a stranger
to me. How can you be so disrespectful
you are a mess, you dont say hi
I don't even bother talking to you
the time I needed you most you blew me off
Your my brother now I could care less about
how you are doing and how you been you let
your woman mess with your head so you fall
too deep and you aren't a good father to
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Tags:
Confusion,
BrokenVotes: -212156
23 Jun, 2015 09:20 AMNo thoughts
My head is empty
I feel the sun
My heart is screaming, broken.
This broken heart somewhere deep in me. It hurts.
Sitting here with all I have left, my bleeding heart. Feeling the sun.
My head is empty, my hands full of blood.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Sad,
BleedVotes: -315712
23 Jun, 2015 05:24 AMi.
you were petals i once
submerged — a fistful i let
go of under a foggy sea
when i was succumbing
to myself
you were the surface tension
screaming my name;
a diaphragm’s lullaby —
old thunder in the rain…
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Tags:
Heartbreak,
Loss,
Love,
LongingVotes: 017186
21 Jun, 2015 11:58 PMI woke up this morning
only to find my woman's
tears drying on my pillow.
She must have left during
the night without saying
good night, fearing I would
not want to listen to her
drivel.
I could only hope that it was
not something I said that made
her think I was lying
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Tags:
Death,
LoveVotes: 211662
19 Jun, 2015 05:21 AMYou came into my life,
unexpectedly.
You came into my life,
and I felt free.
With you, I learned what happiness is.
You have showed me I haven't seen,
You made me feel something I haven'e felt.
Everything around me is in a blur,
And the only clear is you.
You taught me how to smile,
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Tags:
Unrequited,
UnlovedVotes: -410831
12 Jun, 2015 03:45 AMLeave me be.
I can't stand this any longer.
Two sides of me.
Outside is an act,
Outside is a calm spring evening.
But inside is a war.
Inside is a summer thunderstorm.
Inside I am fighting with myself.
A part of me is writing and singing.
Trying to make peace.
A part of me is imagining violence.
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Tags:
Broken,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 24992
12 Jun, 2015 03:41 AMI tried to make you stay,
You resisted all attempts.
I had gotten to close to a beautiful Rose,
And gotten pricked by thorns.
I told you that I would be here for you,
Yet you shrugged me off,
You didn't think twice.
Swiftly, you left.
You lashed out at me,
Your words left scars,
Like the ones on my wrist.
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Tags:
Shattered,
UnlovedVotes: 111582
10 Jun, 2015 06:07 PMYou say You understand the pain I feel
You say it hurts, and that you can't take it anymore
That my words cut you deep, and that you hate yet love me
I wonder, how you cannot decide which one?
You reach across the wooden table, a smile on your face
and type the words which break me in to two
You talk about guys: how hot he is, how cute
How you would want to see him with no shirt on--
You say you understand my hurt and anger?
Then why do you feed flames with even more fuel?!
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Tags:
Hurt,
Anger,
Imprisoned,
Liar,
Falling,
IdiotVotes: 515698
05 Jun, 2015 04:09 AMI gripped the hammer
Hesitant to do it, but I still did
Those walls was where I hid
Where I knew my heart was safe
He wanted me to and so I did
Thinking it would make him happy
I forced myself
I watch as the stone crumbles
Turning into particles like sand
Every hit was painful
I was turning vulnerable
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Tags:
Sadness,
Depression,
MistakesVotes: 215231