04 Aug, 2011 09:08 PMI am just a teenage girl
Who wishes to be away from the world
I cry all night
Seem fine all day
But when I'm alone
My feelings sway
Do I want to die?
Can I go on?
I have been suffering for so long
If I die, my family would be mad and sad
They do not understand
That I am tired of being me
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Tags:
Sad,
CuttingVotes: 2721229
28 Jul, 2011 08:24 PMThe man,
The man came to me,
He said I was lovely,
I listened
And payed the price.
The yells,
Yells and screams,
Unwanted dreams,
I never wanted,
As it seems.
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Tags:
Sad,
LifeVotes: 217573
26 Jul, 2011 01:18 AMDear mom ,
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted me to be,
I"m sorry I waste your money,
I'm sorry I'm emotional
I'm sorry I never say I love you
I'm sorry my attitude has been horrible
I'm sorry I fight with you over dad,
And I'm really sorry it seems like I don't care,
I care it's just you never showed me you have
You never hugged me
You never say I love you
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Tags:
Mother,
Family,
SadVotes: 522390
24 Jul, 2011 11:52 PMWhen i cry i feel
Free
When i lie i
Plead
When i laugh I'm
Sad
When i smile I'm
Mad
When I'm in pain I'm
Glad
But when all of
These comes
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Tags:
Broken,
SadVotes: 221528
23 Jul, 2011 05:55 PMDreams-
Made to comfort,
Now have left me discarded
While reality seems to linger,
It taunts me from miles away.
And the only things I'll ever feel
Are the comforts of distance
And the surge of razor to translucent wrist.
I will only ever see the fresh blood
Pouring from my translucent veins
But even blood is eager to escape me.
Sometimes I stare through my translucent heart
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Tags:
Death,
Sad,
Alone,
Cutting,
LostVotes: 026622
18 Jul, 2011 03:15 AMthrough the tears i cried this past few years
i been thinking of taking pills
everyday is like a storm
with no sun and no hope
have siblings that love
but cannot trust
sitting in my bed thinking whats next
imagining me being dead
family has destroyed me and also has school
being yelled at is like hell once more
cant take it anymore want to stop breathing
from blood to scars
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Tags:
Sad,
Death,
Problems,
HurtVotes: 223267
17 Jul, 2011 09:45 PMI do not know you anymore
I do not know what made you change
first you do not like this
Where you once, you are friendly and candid
although not as soft as snow gently
but you're so warm
all words any words that made me always
want to be with you
however, now you're gone and you're coming but it's not you
It's not you that I know
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SadVotes: 013926
16 Jul, 2011 07:09 PMIt started out small,
I didn't want it to escalate,
Sadly it did,
One small thing hurt,
But people just pushed me farther,
More and more things piled on top of the small pain,
But I suppose, every thing needs a beginning
And now I'm here again, where I tried to escape.
Again I'm in pain...I've failed myself.
it hurts, I'm sorry...
I lied, i am crying, and I told you I wouldn't...
I hurt you, I deserve this.
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Tags:
Sorry,
Apologies,
Regret,
Depressing,
SadVotes: 522052
15 Jun, 2011 05:24 PMWhen I'm crying
I am dying
When i sleep
I weep
When I'm awake
I am fake
When i bleed
I bleed fake blood
When i love
I hate
When I'm early
I'm late
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Tags:
Angry,
Depressing,
SadVotes: 218540
10 Jun, 2011 04:25 AMWould it make sense if I beg you to stay?
Would it change a thing?
You clearly don't think I am good enough
You clearly don't want to do anything for me
So why should I try?
Why should I fight?
Cause my love is bigger?
But what about YOUR love?
You said ?forever?
You said ?I'll never leave you?
And I believed you
I was so stupid and naive that I believed you
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Tags:
Break Up,
Grief,
Sad,
LoveVotes: -523530