01 Jun, 2013 12:47 PMI wonder if it'd be nice to drown?
To feel the burning lack of air inside your throat?
To see yourself as you're slowly flowing down,
Deep to the bottom, you gently, gently float;
I wonder if it'd be nice to jump?
Jump of a building, the wind whipping your hair?
You'd end up looking at the sky, your body slumped,
And still feel the gentle touch of air;
I wonder if it'd be nice to overdose on pills?
Wouldn't it be great to finally leave this place?
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Tags:
Forgotten,
Love,
Death,
Suicide,
Depression,
Darkness,
Loneliness,
Hope,
HurtVotes: 1345229
20 May, 2013 11:59 PMMy breath slows down,
My heart speeds up.
A quivering ball builds inside my throat,
I swallow it down but it refuses to leave.
The being in front of me shrieks in rage,
Hands fly up and pound my face.
I lie on the floor and plead for mercy,
They show non as thier foot stikes my body.
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Tags:
Hope,
BrokenVotes: 014349
23 Feb, 2013 11:59 AMI’ve abandoned that silly notion...
... that you will come back to me
My heart beats a little stronger...
...now that it aches less for you
Light seems a little brighter...
...now that I don’t sit in darkness anymore
Mirrors no longer cast a reflection...
...of you standing behind me
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Tags:
Moving On,
Hope,
MissingVotes: -413753
19 Feb, 2013 07:37 PMI thought we would grow old together.
You said you'd love me forever
Until our skin would make folds
And our hair would become gray.
I thought those sweet words were real
That you could never lie to me.
I thought we have an agreement
That you'd cherish our love and trust.
All these years that have passed,
I have given you everything
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Sad,
Love,
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Hope,
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WishVotes: 2934411
14 Feb, 2013 03:55 AMFour walls around me
Four walls around my mind
Blocking me from seeing the truth
Wondering if everything will be fine
I see what is real
I see what is right
Wondering if my eyes
Won't cry tonight
I put a wall to block the pain
I put a wall to hide the tears I shed
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HopeVotes: 18016
26 Dec, 2012 07:03 AMI'm so afraid.
Afraid of what people will think of me.
I try to be brave and strong
but the tears of pain just won't stop.
Why won't anyone help me?
Why do they hate me?
I never did anything wrong!
I wish I were like you
so perfect and pretty.
But you are so mean,
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Tags:
Alone,
Depressed,
Hope,
Suffering,
Unloved,
Hate,
PainVotes: 043457
28 Jun, 2013 02:31 AMDon't give up even when life leaves you high and dry..
Don't give up, stand up
and to the old life please say bye..
Destiny is not easy to run from so don't ask "why"?
Don't give up,
please don't cry..
Even if there is a steel knife in your windpipe,
don't cry..
Just stand up,
breath and to the old life say bye..
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Tags:
Giving Up,
Friends,
Boyfriends,
Broken,
Tears,
Hope,
Life,
Sadness,
Depression,
Moving OnVotes: 343980
19 Nov, 2012 09:00 AMIt'll be dim…
All I've known is the dark,
It swallows me like a shark.
Am I the predator or the prey,
I'll never find out with each passing day.
I wish I was never born,
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Suffering,
Missing,
HopeVotes: 422150
11 Nov, 2012 11:43 PMPain - distress or suffering; hurt
Pain.
We all experience it.
Whether it be physical, mental, or emotional.
But what do we do with this pain?
Do we go and cry to our loved ones?
Do we openly show it?
Do we hide it from everyone including ourselves?
Do we hide it, but let the guilt
eat us on the inside?
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Tags:
Pain,
Hurt,
Choices,
Life,
Hope,
Sad,
DreamVotes: 139074
18 Feb, 2012 06:55 PMIf I had to lie down
Onto the black hearse instead of our love,
I would agree to die right away,
But hope is the last thing to die,
Yes, my golden one, I am living with hope
That Your tear, like the beautiful moon,
shall shine upon each letter,
each word, comma, exclamation mark
and period of this poem,
as if it was the most honest of prayers.
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Tags:
Hope,
Missing,
Heartbroken,
Love,
Pain,
SadVotes: 046538