17 Nov, 2014 12:16 PMMy Silent wish, became another’s fulfilled prayer,
My deepest yearning was answered for her,
My dreams, their life time fairy tale,
Oh why did I ever think, miracles could happen?
I am Numb and cold,
A feeling I have to live till old.
My every whisper to God for him was heard,
Joy, love, happiness, peace, success…
All came true !
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Lost Love,
LostVotes: 113897
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
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Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247507
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4205872
01 Oct, 2014 11:53 PMThere was a boy, I loved him so,
but then he had to let me go.
He took another upon his knees,
and whispered her things he never told me.
Late at night, the moon shone bright,
my parents came home searched for me both left and right.
On my own, on my bed,
cried and shouted; my feelings for life were never said.
I glanced at myself for one last time,
how could he commit such a crime.
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Self Harm,
Love,
Lost,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 423828
18 Sep, 2014 07:32 AMMy heart skipped a beat
Every time I saw you
When you first hugged me
I melt away in your arms
That night I lay in your arms for the first time
I wished we could stay like that forever
I'm happy we didn't because
I would have missed the rest
Our first kiss, I didn't want you to stop
I couldn't breath, I just hang on to you
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Love,
Lost,
Forever,
Wedding,
KissVotes: 117059
07 Apr, 2014 09:37 PM? Being Together; is amazing.
A Feeling ive never known.
Yet when your gone;
The worlds dark;
And I am all alone.
The Way You Hold Me;
Hands hot like fire.
Your love scorching me;
Taking me higher and higher.
Ive been captured by something;
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Devil,
Angry,
Pain,
Lost,
Love,
Coming OfVotes: 424696
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Dark,
Darkness,
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Suffering,
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Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 372503
31 Jul, 2014 08:09 PMI'm slowly giving up
The sun is setting, the night has come
The sadness, pain and suffering,
my demons once again arise
to torment me at night.
Tears, clear and salty
are kept a secret from those around
without a helping hand to reach for
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Tags:
Giving Up,
Darkness,
LostVotes: 318795
02 Dec, 2013 09:34 PMThere was a time when we were happy
Then all that changed
You told me he was hurting you
But I didn't listen
Please don't cry
I wish I could turn back time
I wish I could end all the pain
and suffering that took her away
I could see your arms
Broken and bruised
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
LonelinessVotes: 118764
27 Sep, 2013 11:02 PMI look up at the sky,
The sun had faded,
All my happiness had ended.
The night came and brought,
Sadness,emptyness and hatred.
The darkness begins to take over me
I feel so lost, so I fall on my knees.
Dreams are meant to be forgotten
But ,they never leave us thoughtless
Please, do forgive me,
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Tags:
Sad Love,
Loneliness,
LostVotes: 1218666