11 Nov, 2012 06:57 PMwhy did this happen to me?
I was everything to her and more to be.
why did it seem everything was going so well
when in reality everything went to hell.
wasn't I right for her or was it not meant to stay?
I should just end it this very same day.
so many tries, less and less hope.
it seems like I'm down to the end of life's rope
I try my best each day right?
it just seems I'm always someones fight.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Suicide,
Heartbroken,
Broken,
Sad,
Pain,
LostVotes: 157286
27 Oct, 2012 05:14 AMI just want to cry
I just want to scream
The love we once shared
Was only a dream
You were so perfect
And I was so not
But you just held me close
So I completely forgot
But everything beautiful
Comes to an end
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Tags:
Suicide,
Suffering,
Loss,
Heartbreak,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 444002
28 Sep, 2012 04:38 PMToday is going to be long,
much like all the others before.
Tired of getting ready,
and walking out the door.
I just want to curl up,
not think about whats in store.
I miss your voice,
just can't do this anymore.
My love for you grows,
like the coral reefs below the sea's shore.
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Heartbroken,
Sad,
Love,
Breakup,
Unloved,
Pain,
Hurt,
SufferingVotes: 254938
05 Feb, 2012 05:48 AMBroken promises, a broken soul.
Bruises heal, but inside never grow old.
Ease into it again, everything will be ok.
Next morning, long sleeves on a hot day.
Cruel irony, to now need the broken shades.
A shattered memory of a better day.
Cornered, trapped. Caged by her heart.
The one person who can piece her back together,
only tears her further apart.
Sleek words slide out that suave mouth.
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Tags:
Heart Broken,
Controlled,
Abuse,
Liar,
Sad,
SufferingVotes: 131985
01 Feb, 2012 08:12 PMAs he works out all his stress,
He cries out the tears of loneliness,
If only he'd said something before,
Before the love of his life walked out the door,
He tries to stay strong,
At least there are still friends,
But inside he know's the torture will never end,
Yet 'til his last breath he'll love her,
As dearly as before,
Hoping there's still love left in store,
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Sad,
Heartbroken,
Unloved,
Missing,
Hope,
SufferingVotes: 240192
28 Jan, 2012 11:24 PMI close my eyes and see you,
You smile, like you always do,
You want to speak but words do not come out,
Now I'm left to wonder what that was all about.
I open my eyes to view a room with empty space,
I want to move but time has locked me in a place,
I began to scream the words of the pain I feel,
Then I stop, saying it makes it seem more real,
The hurtful truth cuts me like a knife,
But there's little I can do with just this one life.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suffering,
Sad,
Depressed,
Alone,
WaitingVotes: 842308
28 Jan, 2012 01:24 PMLife's never really the same,
Once you've found the one,
To my life she brings joy,
She brings hope, she brings fun.
I remember it so clearly,
When I was merely eleven,
How she stepped into my life,
From then on life was heaven.
She looked at me with much hope
She slowly gazed with her eyes,
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Love,
Sad,
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Girl,
Heartbroken,
Suffering,
Tears,
Unspoken Love,
SadnessVotes: 974528
14 Dec, 2011 11:56 PMI hate everything you are
Surrounding me and under my skin
I blast this torment past,
the worthless tears in your eyes
Pathetic, the dirt beneath my feet
Pressure binds the excuses and depression in my mind
Fear is no friend of mine, but fallows me like a shadow
Your energy is always spinning around me
but all traces of you are absent
I claw out of my mind to find relief
but i never seem to reach the outside of my prison
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Tags:
Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 016068
13 Dec, 2011 07:38 PMI sit in the dark silence hoping for another
to mend what has been broken.
But it's only little me and I sit alone.
The darkness is compelling me into thoughts of
what seems to be a tragedy.
There is a crisp chill in the air,
though, it may feel bitter; it isn't.
I feel nothing, but as to you I'm heartless.
No more and no less.
Must you break and bend me?
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Tags:
Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 016096
27 Nov, 2011 12:40 AMI cried a tear of pain today,
I cried a tear of grief,
I cried a tear for suffering,
I cried a tear for the loss/lost,
I cried in sorrow for the world,
I even cried a tear for today.
I cried a tear for hope today,
Though it seems I am broken,
And it seems the more I breathe,
The more the world seems undone,
Deep down I see the truth around me,
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Tags:
Cry,
Tears,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 530521