29 Oct, 2014 10:32 PMThe willows whisper,
metal clatters on the rocks,
cold rain washes red.
People come searching,
the stream becomes a river,
the blood is still fresh.
Small lights fill the sky,
crickets sing a lullaby,
she floats away still.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Depression,
Rain,
Haiku,
DeathVotes: 318550
25 Oct, 2014 11:19 PMWhether my lover will be a woman in the know,
or a woman on the go, I really do not know.
She does not have to be beautiful, nor whimsical,
tall, short, or even a good sport.
Young , or old, she does need to know
when to come in out of the cold.
The color of her eyes, whether blue, black,
brown, grey, or green, remains to be seen.
Heavy, or lean is okay with me,
as long as she isn't mean.
Wealth and fame are not required because only
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Tags:
Love,
Desperation,
LonlinessVotes: 1512829
22 Oct, 2014 08:05 PMOh, If only you knew, the desperation that I have faced
The fear and isolation, the pain that I embraced
If only you could have noticed my feeble attempts to heed
The signs of desolation, and my committed deed
My silent screams and cries for help, they went unheard indeed
And no one could discern an innocent soul, slowly fade and bleed
I sowed a forbidden seed in your mind, yet you chose to let it grow
It was filled with blame, hurt and shame, that only you could know
I breathed my last breath longingly, on that bitter, lonely night
As you marked my sudden death, with a dim eternal light
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Tags:
Fear,
Death,
Remember,
DeadVotes: 314958
13 Oct, 2014 02:10 AMBlistering cold
I tread on the snow
My feet aching
Body shaking
This feeling that I Have never Known
Deadly winter
This everlasting cold
This white rain
Looks red as blood
But only illusion
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Tags:
Death,
ColdVotes: 19866
16 Oct, 2014 02:27 PMJust as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.
Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
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Tags:
Pain,
Missing,
UnlovedVotes: 216521
11 Oct, 2014 12:13 AMDreaming of what was
Once good
Now is, fake
Why am I, then
By the brake of day
Feeling so much like the dead
Graved by messages from the tombs
I am to stoned to be ruined
Next to my shadow
I am mere the grey inside the shade
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SadnessVotes: 08731
08 Oct, 2014 05:52 PMWipe and dry your tears
Cast out your fears
Let me be your only sight
Open up your locked heart
Acceptance is the only key,
to be happy and free with me
Unearth all my feelings
And hold whatever it brings
Let your heart see very well
And have a lot to tell
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Tags:
HopeVotes: 09110
06 Oct, 2014 01:56 AMOf course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask.
It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask, to escape the knife.
Don't forget this, my pain is real,
I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You sit there saying, it can't be true,
it is for me, just not for you.
You say my heart, must be a sight,
cold as ice, and black as night.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 1020559
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4206320
06 Oct, 2014 01:53 AMImagine yourself
Alone in your head
You're hanging, dangling
From a silver thread
Empty, alone
With the monsters within
Internally screaming
You just want to give in
Now imagine that's you
Every day, every hour
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Sad,
Empty,
PainVotes: 719271