23 Sep, 2014 11:42 PMIt's rather comforting
Considering that I'm alive and that I do feel
All that time you spent ripping their hearts out,
Left me with a sweet awakening
"All this for me...you shouldn't have."
Really, You shouldn't have
Death will only cause us more trouble
Trouble being my middle name and all
Labelled above all as the extortionists
Denied attention by whom we crave it the most.
Control, precision stealth and balance
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Tags:
Darkness,
Girl,
Blood,
Death,
Love,
Poem,
Twisted,
Comforting,
MuderVotes: 329727
18 Sep, 2014 04:12 AMtwo, three, four,
here I sit on the floor
You laugh and walk away
Not knowing today's the day
That I leave you all in dust
And take the knife lined with rust
I start out thin and go so slow
Tonight the blood will stain the snow
And I'll leave all to face the sun
Now tomorrow your sins will weigh a ton
goodnight cruel life
Out of my hand now slips the knife
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Tags:
Emo,
Cutting,
DeathVotes: 716076
14 Sep, 2014 04:08 PMDear brother,
You've fallen down way to deep,
you can't find a way out, your stuck in a cell
that leads you to hell.
Your on this dark road
with no way out and your crying out for help,
but no one can hear your cries.
You said you needed to deal with this on your own,
but it departed you from your own.
Dear brother,
I tried to show much love,
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Tags:
Hurt,
Hatred,
Sadness,
Darkness,
Pain,
Brother,
FamilyVotes: 328001
14 Sep, 2014 11:44 AMTheres a little pain in my chest,
which i gained from you,
the tears which i can't hold
when i was holding you
but you tend of leaving me.
I saw you leaving,disappearing
and walking past through the mist of my love.
This made my heart ache and a little pain in my chest.
Sweet memories and lovely accidents,
which made my day because of you.
Then when i see you
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Tags:
Pain,
Gone,
Sadness,
MissingVotes: 019034
31 Jul, 2014 06:18 AMit's there trying to suck her out.
all of her.
she's trying to hide it.
she's trying not to feel it.
but it consume her.
every single part of her.
her heart is there, it's still beating.
but her soul, is nowhere to find.
her tears had dried.
but her smile, never comeback.
the pain been taken over her.
it's running through her veins.
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Tags:
Alterego,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Pain,
Sad,
DepressionVotes: 627609
16 Jul, 2014 06:18 PMI want to run away from it all
I will not fail
When I leave
Hopefully you will go to jail
I am sick of it all
I hate to see you like this
And to think what you're doing to me
Your own daughter
You just don't see
What I go through
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Tags:
Alone,
SadnessVotes: 012214
01 Jul, 2014 12:16 PMUnbearable pain that's deep down inside,
You feel it, I feel it, it's pain I can't hide.
I'll never give up, I won't go away.
You kids are my life, my hearts where you stay.
It's shattered and broken from me missing you,
It's hurting so bad, must be hurting you too.
I can't make things better, I can't get you back.
Dad knows you are hurting but he's selfish and slack.
That sickening feeling that's deep in our hearts,
Is all there because, we're kept far apart.
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Tags:
Losing Your Kids,
Family,
FatherVotes: 211638
29 Jun, 2014 01:44 AMImagine my life if you ever leave...
I will hide in my house and constantly grieve
There will be no one for me to cry into their sleeve
Without you,
I can barely breathe.
Imagine your life if I ever left...
You would never get any rest
Me leaving is the ultimate test
To see if you can handle my death.
But for now, were both breathing
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Tags:
Friendship,
DeathVotes: 011833
29 Jun, 2014 03:16 AMI love you, Daddy.
And I'm sorry for making you cry.
I never meant to make you so sad.
Even though,
You may have been a little sad before.
I know you had a rough life.
And a rough childhood.
I know your Mama was never kind to you.
I know you and your brother
only had each other.
Like my brother and I, but different.
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Tags:
Dad,
Father,
HurtVotes: 013227
30 May, 2014 12:19 AMYou see me doing this,
And you want to meet
The people who are
Doing this to me.
It’s not their fault!
I swear this is true!
Yet no one cares
Except for you.
You clearly don’t see
That I’m trying to hide
My insecurities
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Tags:
Cutting,
Anorexia,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
SuicideVotes: 519658