12 Apr, 2014 03:11 PMI am trapped forever in this world of madness
Just can't overcome overwhielming sadness
The pain doesn't leave
'Cause there's no way to escape
Am I going to lead such a life?
Am I going to take out a knife?
Is there out an open door?
Or a path of black roses to end it all?
I wanna be as free as the freedom itself,
I wanna present to the world my awesome self,
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Tags:
Pain,
Hope,
Decision,
TrappedVotes: 017063
19 Mar, 2014 01:38 AMIt's a blade.
It's a razor sharp blade.
A razor sharp blade that I have hidden in my room.
A hidden razor sharp blade that is only to be found by me.
It's my hidden razor sharp blade that is to only be used by me.
I take that razor sharp hidden blade and unwrap it from the paper.
I use it; I slice open my soft smooth skin.
Without a doubt I cut deeper and deeper.
I think of all the horrid things that have been said to me.
and the pain is numb.
The blood trickles beneath my skin.
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Tags:
Cut,
Cutt,
Knife,
Blood,
Blade,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 320022
09 Apr, 2014 08:14 AMRoses are red, violets are blue,
I am sorry for ever loving you.
you broke my heart, you broke my mind,
just as I wasn't as blind.
it made me scream, it made me cry,
it means that my life is just lie.
I thought I needed you, for now and forever,
But now I see we weren't meant to be together.
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Tags:
Love Poem,
Regret,
Roses,
Lies,
Lost LoveVotes: 017023
01 Sep, 2014 10:52 PMMy head full of new chapter stories
Trying to delete old memories
She calls for the first time
i find an excuse to start anew poem
My phone lights for the second time
It is her again ,Trying to hook me back
I have no love for her
So her calls carry no weight
My phone lights for the third time
For sure , She is trying to suck my time
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Tags:
Dying,
HateVotes: -111519
31 Aug, 2014 12:05 AMlife goes on with a simple smile on my face
people thinking no more of the pain in my eyes
just looking around thinking I just need some space
but in reality I'm stuck in a hole of lies
at night my mind go crazy with thoughts
wondering why life has to be so hard
my senses dulled as my body rots
people wonder why, but my mind is just scarred
you don't understand my past, for what I went through
so please don't judge the outcome I cant change
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Tags:
Depression,
Death,
SadVotes: 115626
31 Jul, 2014 08:09 PMI'm slowly giving up
The sun is setting, the night has come
The sadness, pain and suffering,
my demons once again arise
to torment me at night.
Tears, clear and salty
are kept a secret from those around
without a helping hand to reach for
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Tags:
Giving Up,
Darkness,
LostVotes: 318826
31 Jul, 2014 07:40 PMAnother cry full of despair
Another broken promise
Each word I speak, with passion deep,
means nothing to my stony heart.
For years have past and my hurt stays.
I can't forgive you in one day!
” Be gone” I want you out, gone and dead
And Yet your presence lingers.
I want you lost, your name forgotten
Be gone you evil demon!
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Tags:
Hurt,
Lies,
Despair,
DemonVotes: 013985
16 Jul, 2014 04:10 PMTears Dripping
In Blood
Always Perfuming
My Air With Guilt
With Sadness
Of Delight
Suicide Always
Going Through
My Head
Your Tears
Always In
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Tags:
Sad,
SuicideVotes: 112981
26 Jul, 2014 04:39 AMLook into my eyes,
my eyes.
Look into my eyes,
stop and stare.
I paint bravery on my face,
my face.
I paint bravery on my face,
washed away with a tear.
Your standing right there,
right there.
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InvisibleVotes: 07655
22 Jul, 2014 06:05 PMIt started with a text
Developed through more texts
I thought my chance finally arrived
So this time i decided to drive
The first crazy thing i just did
Actually ended up pretty neat
I went home feeling hopeful
Thinking things were quite eventful
And then we talked more through texts
And then perhaps he thought it's time to end
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Tags:
Truth Hurts,
HopeVotes: 09748