23 Jul, 2014 01:37 AMOver my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
At First its too hard to pretend
that everything's alright and I taught that
if I can't manage to keep these thing inside
everything will be remain miserable...
My faith,hope,love or even everything I own
will eventually void by these thing and
turn everything in to guilt and hatred
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Tags:
Revenge,
Darkness,
Hatred,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 720750
12 Jul, 2014 06:38 PMYou all think I'm a ghost,
a memory you hate to recall.
Something painful,
that you resist to give your all.
You all think I'm a whisper,
a sliver of wind.
Someone you loved,
and the fate you tried to bend.
You all think I'm a classic,
a melody to forget in time.
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Tags:
Sad,
Sadness,
WoefulVotes: 113273
30 Apr, 2014 04:08 PMWords you said are hard to forget,
Looks you gave me are in my eyes,
Your touch I can feel,
Every second, every minute is tough to face,
Each and every moment spent with you,
Makes me cry now. . . .
Everything which used to make me feel guilty,
Everything, I thought was right,
Was a mistake I realized. . . .
Everything, I thought was Love,
Was actually betrayal. . . .
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Tags:
Love,
Pain,
Hurt,
BrokenVotes: 421975
29 Apr, 2014 08:09 PMWhisper to me through the wind
As I struggle through the day
Too many times that I have sinned
Just please take me away
My heart echoes the words of pain
With every aching beat and breath
I cry alone in the blinding rain
As I quietly summon death
The hurt becomes deafening
As my heart is ripped and torn
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Tags:
Silently,
Heartbroken,
Heart,
DeathVotes: 716349
25 Apr, 2014 12:47 PMYou walk away as I cry,
you turn your back on my tears.
To imagine you capable of such things,
A monstrous idea indeed.
I trusted you as you broke me.
I was there when you needed,
But when I needed, where were you?
Pretending to be someone you aren't,
To impress your "friends."
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Tags:
Keeping Secrets,
CryingVotes: 110177
25 Apr, 2014 12:40 PMDo you remember when we were little kids,
dancing freely in the meadow,
our hair flowing in the breeze,
Playing all day without a care in the world,
Do you remember?
Do you remember that first day of school,
when you were there to ease my fears
and I was there to ease yours,
we were practically inseparable, you never saw one without the other
Do you remember?
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Tags:
Breakup,
Betrayed,
FriendVotes: -213673
17 Apr, 2014 04:45 PMYou are the only one who brightens up my day
And makes the darkness slowly fade away.
You are that special person who can heal my soul
And says "That's right" when I say "Life is all"
Please, give me a clue,
I can't understand-
Are you faithful and true
Or a fake who pretends?
Please, listen to me,
I'm not lying
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Tags:
Friendship,
Heart,
LifeVotes: 013558
22 Mar, 2014 04:20 PMBehind my smile are embedded scars
My anguished mind is too damaged
Your words were hurtful and harsh
Throughout years I received damage
I tried to hide my misery for so long
The suffering and pain torn me apart
I tried to erase memories and keep strong
I tried to fix my devastated heart
Day go by and Depression eats away
At my cold, weak mind and heart
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Tags:
Devastate,
Disruption,
Fake Smile,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 014911
21 Mar, 2014 04:12 PMI grasp the rope and tie a noose.
I fill my palms up with my sorrow, with death in mind.
These that overflow my mind.
With death in mind and pain to hide; I just can't take it anymore.
A note I'm thinking with these thoughts in mind.
Should I tell them I just want to die,
or should I just go and hide the pain; they wouldn't care either way.
I take the paper and a pen, and soon the page is filled within.
Dear whoever cares,
It's me your classmate, that sits behind you in science,
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Tags:
Death,
Suicide,
Cutting,
Noose,
Note,
Sad,
Loss,
BulliedVotes: 124396
26 Feb, 2014 08:38 PMI couldn’t escape
Running around in circles
I could hear them
Everything they were saying to me
Mocking, laughing, taunting
“You’re not good enough”
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Tags:
Sad,
HopelessVotes: 110875