27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247524
29 Oct, 2014 10:32 PMThe willows whisper,
metal clatters on the rocks,
cold rain washes red.
People come searching,
the stream becomes a river,
the blood is still fresh.
Small lights fill the sky,
crickets sing a lullaby,
she floats away still.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Depression,
Rain,
Haiku,
DeathVotes: 318507
06 Oct, 2014 01:56 AMOf course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask.
It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask, to escape the knife.
Don't forget this, my pain is real,
I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You sit there saying, it can't be true,
it is for me, just not for you.
You say my heart, must be a sight,
cold as ice, and black as night.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 1020514
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4205883
02 Oct, 2014 06:40 AMAs day turns to night
And that smiles starts to fade
All the pain she tries to hide
Comes to face.
As winter turns to fall
Faces start to dissipate
All the tears come to play.
As she lays with her face in the pillow,
Cries those mournful tears
She can't help but think of suicide,
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Tags:
Sad,
Depression,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 819905
01 Oct, 2014 11:53 PMThere was a boy, I loved him so,
but then he had to let me go.
He took another upon his knees,
and whispered her things he never told me.
Late at night, the moon shone bright,
my parents came home searched for me both left and right.
On my own, on my bed,
cried and shouted; my feelings for life were never said.
I glanced at myself for one last time,
how could he commit such a crime.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Love,
Lost,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 423831
30 May, 2014 12:19 AMYou see me doing this,
And you want to meet
The people who are
Doing this to me.
It’s not their fault!
I swear this is true!
Yet no one cares
Except for you.
You clearly don’t see
That I’m trying to hide
My insecurities
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Tags:
Cutting,
Anorexia,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
SuicideVotes: 519624
28 May, 2014 01:24 PMgoodbye world
goodbye life
my mind is made up
no you cant change it
I'll hang myself to a near by tree
and pray that you wont try to save me.
I'm saying this because i cant live like this anymore.
you even said it yourself,
the light inside my eye has died
I'm sorry that i forgot
you only like me when i'm not myself.
you told me i should just die
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Tags:
Suicide,
Death,
Pain,
GoodbyeVotes: 420888
16 Jul, 2014 04:10 PMTears Dripping
In Blood
Always Perfuming
My Air With Guilt
With Sadness
Of Delight
Suicide Always
Going Through
My Head
Your Tears
Always In
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Tags:
Sad,
SuicideVotes: 112954
21 Mar, 2014 04:12 PMI grasp the rope and tie a noose.
I fill my palms up with my sorrow, with death in mind.
These that overflow my mind.
With death in mind and pain to hide; I just can't take it anymore.
A note I'm thinking with these thoughts in mind.
Should I tell them I just want to die,
or should I just go and hide the pain; they wouldn't care either way.
I take the paper and a pen, and soon the page is filled within.
Dear whoever cares,
It's me your classmate, that sits behind you in science,
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Tags:
Death,
Suicide,
Cutting,
Noose,
Note,
Sad,
Loss,
BulliedVotes: 124341