04 Mar, 2015 12:43 AMI'm sorry I'm not a perfect daughter
I'm sorry all my mind does is slaughter
I'm sorry I never listened to the hopes you gave
I'm sorry I was never that brave
You needed better than me
I just needed someone to see
My life has fallen away from my grip
All I can do now is kiss his lips
I'm sorry I never tried
I'm sorry I only cried
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Tags:
Regret,
Sadness,
Sorrow,
SufferingVotes: 018634
01 Mar, 2015 09:53 PMI went for a walk into the night
and I passed a door that had an
emblazoned star painted white.
I turned around and went inside
and it was darker than the night outside
as I navigated towards an unfamiliar light.
I looked around to get my bearings while
I still had my feet on the ground,
then I took a seat at the bar
and proceeded to light a cigar.
Whilst I sat there a woman walked in
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Tags:
Love,
Grief,
SadnessVotes: 1314384
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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Tags:
Depression,
Sadness,
Family,
RapeVotes: 869443
12 Jan, 2015 01:12 AMFrom childhood's hour, I have not been
No, not the same as them, I had not seen
I could not yield
My passions to the common field
My heart would not beat
To the sounds of their feet
Everything I loved,
I loved alone.
And I realized the existence of my pain
I was not loved and my life was but in vain
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Tags:
Alone,
Darkness,
Plea,
Pain,
Sadness,
Death,
Love,
PassionVotes: 439365
08 Jan, 2015 09:27 PMFloral limbs paint pictures in these woods,
Overlooking the garden where evening now hangs it's hood.
Dwelling among the stones where we used to sit,
Longing and loving, I shall not forget!
And I'll always remember where your impure heart may lie.
Where the loveliest did bloom, and where the blooms did die!
We took this path once when it was green and blue.
We counted the flowers and beheld this picturesque view.
We also walked around my favorite tree, so tall and so old.
It still flourishes over the weeds, truth be told!
And I'll still remember where your impure heart my lie.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Pain,
Heartache,
Loss,
Nature,
Dying,
DeathVotes: 330018
08 Jan, 2015 09:23 PMAn autopsy would reveal that I
swallowed too many stars,
and every incision would look
like hideously-done cursive.
The busing inside and out
would be treated like ink blots,
and my congealing blood would
scream about how cold the room is.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Sad,
Mental Illness,
Dark,
Depression,
SadnessVotes: 124941
28 Dec, 2014 12:07 AMIt started with a rainbow,
Childhood, happiness knows,
Teenage and Northern Lights,
Memories, dull and bright,
Night's star remind me something,
Something of the passed times,
Something of the origin of life,
Something of the fallen vines.
Let me return to the past,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Sorrows,
Past,
Life,
Change,
Colors,
Dull,
Childhood,
JourneyVotes: 921049
23 Dec, 2014 04:56 PMI remember the day you first smile at me.
The first time you wave a hand and said,"Hi"
The first time you ask my name and said a little joke.
The first I fell in-love to someone which is you.
The day you sat beside me and ask,"What time is it?"
Those days that I always see your smile.
When you look into my eyes then said,"Can we be Friends?"
I never been so happy that i met someone like you.
Time pass us by yet your smile never fades.
You're the only girl that made my world a better place.
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Tags:
Letting Go,
Forever,
Death,
Sadness,
SorryVotes: 116750
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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Tags:
Sad,
Sadness,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Lonely,
Alone,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
EmptinessVotes: 1390378
27 Nov, 2014 09:36 AMA message on my phone, could it be him?
Is it my true love, i've waited so long to hear?
I remember those days,
He pretended I wasn't there,
Even though he tore me up,
somehow I still care.
Waiting and waiting for just one reply
Tears start to form
I feel i'm ready to die.
There's no message back,
I am breaking apart,
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Broken,
Pain,
SadnessVotes: 622072