Shattered

Lily Vasilyeva

01 Jun, 2013 12:50 PM
With every word they say,
Her heart hurts a little more,
She only wants to break away,
Away to stop feeling sore;

She's sitting in her room now,
Her eyes are empty, hollowed out,
The world makes her mock- bow,
She cannot take it, cannot even shout;

She walks along the bustling crowd,
No- one noticing the tears spilling out,
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Tags: Happy, Death, Pain, Hurt, Suicide, Loneliness, Depression, Sadness
Votes: 10

Hey, prepare the rope

Hamzaa Chaba

18 May, 2013 08:52 PM
This darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand

Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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Tags: Darkness, Lost, Poison, Pain, Understand, Exhausted, Tired, Hope, Blackness, Wretched, Miserable
Votes: 7

Scarlet Flower

Lily Vasilyeva

01 Jun, 2013 12:48 PM
A scarlet flower on her wrist,
Her vision starts to cloud with mist,
She's slipping down the cold, wet floor,
No strength to hold her up no more;

She smiles even through the pain,
The shower turned on, dripping like rain,
Nothing left to keep her sane,
Her blood spreading as a scarlet stain;

She dimly hears her favorite song,
The desire to live not anymore so strong,
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suicide, Love, Pain, Hurt, Rain, Hopelessness
Votes: 11

I Wonder

Lily Vasilyeva

01 Jun, 2013 12:47 PM
I wonder if it'd be nice to drown?
To feel the burning lack of air inside your throat?
To see yourself as you're slowly flowing down,
Deep to the bottom, you gently, gently float;

I wonder if it'd be nice to jump?
Jump of a building, the wind whipping your hair?
You'd end up looking at the sky, your body slumped,
And still feel the gentle touch of air;

I wonder if it'd be nice to overdose on pills?
Wouldn't it be great to finally leave this place?
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Tags: Forgotten, Love, Death, Suicide, Depression, Darkness, Loneliness, Hope, Hurt
Votes: 13

Dead Inside

Lily Vasilyeva

01 Jun, 2013 12:45 PM
Shattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn't mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;

I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;

I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suicide, Loneliness, Cry, Hurt, Pain, Sadness, Dark
Votes: 7

Hopeless Times

Maryum Baig

20 May, 2013 11:59 PM
My breath slows down,
My heart speeds up.

A quivering ball builds inside my throat,
I swallow it down but it refuses to leave.

The being in front of me shrieks in rage,
Hands fly up and pound my face.

I lie on the floor and plead for mercy,
They show non as thier foot stikes my body.
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Tags: Hope, Broken
Votes: 0

Tears of Sorrow

Hamzaa Chaba

19 May, 2013 01:45 PM
Tears of sorrow falling from my eyes
A black waterfall, of love and lies
A fake perfection
An eternal addiction
Loving an illusion
Living in delusion.

Tears of sorrow falling to the ground
Weeping, crying, in a silent sound
A task of flesh and bones
A mask of blood and stones
A lake of poisonous rain
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Tags: Blackness, Cry, Darkness, Fake, Gloom, Grief, Lies, Loneliness, Pain, Sadness, Sorrow
Votes: 3

All I know is Grief

Hamzaa Chaba

18 May, 2013 09:00 PM
Grief
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me

I’m surrounded
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
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Tags: Grief, Unhapiness, Misery, Bleed, Tired, Cry, Weep, Blade, Light, Darknes
Votes: 4

Black Heart

paige

16 May, 2013 11:22 AM
I’m sorry I didn’t mean for this, 
A stroke of bad luck for the always dismissed,
A cut through the heart and through the skin,
Pain on either side, I can never win,

I meant for a relief,
Not trying to kill,
My fate is in my hands,
I’m at my will,

Sitting alone, 
Drowned in despair,
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Tags: Cut, Depression, Loneliness
Votes: 2

A Bird's Life

CrystalWolfTear

27 Apr, 2013 07:50 PM
I hatch and open my eyes
I look up at the blue skies
Inside a nest Really high up
Can't wait to grow up

I grow up really fast
With love and help
Nearly grown up at last
This was how i felt

Feathers covered my wings
Yet again I looked at the sky
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Tags: Life, Feelings, Love
Votes: 0