14 Sep, 2017 07:40 AMThis spider itself, trapped in their own nets,
Want to avoid its own poison,
Like its own anxiety, on his own self,
Wants to rape day and night,
Innocent this eye, into its own dismay,
Want to paint the picture with its darker thoughts,
Only God knows this life is mine,
Why to the hands of death, wants to sell itself,
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Broken Heart,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 117987
03 Aug, 2017 06:24 PMI wish I could talk to you,
and beg you not to go.
I wish I asked what you were going through,
but now I'll never know
I wish that I had some warning of what you'd do that night,
and that you'd given me a chance to save you,
to help you make things right.
I wish that you could've soldiered on,
and worked through the pain.
If you had, I promise you
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Tags:
Death,
SuicideVotes: 614140
01 Aug, 2017 08:10 AMsleepless nights
fading daylight
endless ways of losing control
knocking every door
wait .. still more
will be forever awake
a final step to make
the only chance to take
escaping from dream to dream
a final score to redeem
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Tags:
Hope,
Pain,
Waiting,
Love,
LostVotes: 230106
01 Aug, 2017 08:08 AMWhy should I listen to my heart
It brings nothing but pain
Why should I fall apart
Everytime is the same
Why should I follow a fake a dream
knowing it will bring nothing but more scream
Why should I follow you
When I can let you go.
Do you feel me ???
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Stuck,
Hope,
PainVotes: 431129
27 Jul, 2017 05:48 AMI can still sense the aroma of your hair
And your skin that so soft;
Your touch,
And your hugs that once gave me comfort
Now it gives me pain and ache.
Every time,
I remember every moment of it
Every moment,
I'm with you is one of the happiest.
Oh! How I love to be with you
At least once more...
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Tags:
Mom,
Missing Someone,
Missing You,
Anguish,
Sorrow,
Pain,
HeartacheVotes: 221095
23 Mar, 2017 10:24 PMYour smile, Your laugh,
It's like poison, perhaps like something too addictive.
Your eyes, Your lips,
They are what I love to get lost in,
a place I go to feel as if I am in heaven.
Your stories, Your words,
Music to my ears, something I could never get tired of,
something to remember over the years.
Your hands, Your body,
They have visited places no one else has,
explored my temple, worshiped my body.
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Tags:
Love,
Hate,
HurtVotes: 216094
24 Jul, 2017 08:52 PMI can't cry
I can just try
To forget the pain
To make the rain in my heart fade away.
It's just so fucking hard
When you can't even get mad
At your dumb mistakes
When you couldn't forget her face.
She sounded like a dream
Like a wish that couldn't be real.
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Tags:
Love,
Young,
Pain,
Regret,
Mad,
Girl,
Heart,
CryVotes: 228412
19 Jul, 2017 11:19 PMThe heart is beating but slowing down
The heart is dying losing its crown
Losing it’s meaning as it slowly decays
We were all waiting for this fateful day
The life of the heart slipping like sand
As it says goodbye to it’s lifelong band
The organs it’s worked with for much of it’s life
Are being destroyed by somebodies knife
The heart is now drumming it’s final beats
As the lungs are now wailing the tune of defeat
The sadness and pain is starting to show
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Heartbreak,
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 822935
19 Jul, 2017 11:18 PMThe water may be shallow
You didn't care and just jumped in
Your mind just didn't wallow
In thoughts that might have been
You only played and splashed
But other people you disturbed
The water you would smash
Others you'd perturb
But to me your dance appealed
Cute and elegant
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Tags:
Breakup,
Heartbreak,
Alone,
BrokenVotes: 019256
19 Jul, 2017 11:14 PMWritten in red ink
A pitcher of wine you’d drink
As you said “Live another day”
In a sea of tears, I was adrift
But you taught me how the times would shift
You told me, “Live another day”
Through all the hopeless nights
When my was heart falling from great heights
You told me, “Live another day”
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Tags:
Hope,
DepressionVotes: 110839