30 Nov, 2014 11:18 PMi saw you standing out with tears,
i wanted to shatter all your fears.
but there was nothing in my hands,
i was sent to the other stands.
this world was no more for me to live,
i have nothing more for you to give.
now i m all alone here in this dark,
i can see not even a single spark.
what will you answer me if i ask,
why do you wear that mask?
here i walk alone on this dark road,
with sound of cry's and a broken hope.
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Tags:
Death,
LonelinessVotes: 1014634
27 Nov, 2014 09:10 AMI want to die
Spill my blood and let it flow
I want my heart to take it's last beat
Like the wither of the wind as it swerves and glows.
Take a sharp blade and slash my life,
It won't matter because all I do is cause strife.
Take a violent gun and shoot me dead,
There is nothing now that can be said.
See the agony through my secret eyes,
Countless numbers of all my lies.
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Heartbreak,
DeathVotes: 019999
27 Nov, 2014 09:06 AMThey stare through my eyes,
I'm wishing I was dead,
All this pain inside,
All these words left unsaid.
I stare at the poison,
Then I scream and I cry,
As I keep on breathing,
I try and wonder why?
Why i'm alive and why i'm here
And why I want to die
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Tags:
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 725086
21 Nov, 2014 08:21 PMI sit here feeling the cold surrounding me
Surrounding my body as I pour dry
Abandoned by all yet all say they would always be there
I text you
I call you
Anything for your attention
You’ve left me along to fight through the dark
To shed the light
But truth be told you were my only light...
Now I am alone and cold
Afraid of what I will see once there is light upon me
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Tags:
Hope,
Loneliness,
Death,
HopelessnessVotes: 218750
04 Nov, 2014 05:53 PMVerse 1:
Your hangin off the cliff of life
and I'm trying to pull you up
I'm pulling with all my might
But your ready to give up
Pre chorus 1:
You won't believe me ever
That it'll all fall together
I'm tellin you just wait and see
Stay in the world me
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Tags:
Friend,
Depression,
Death,
Suicide,
Sad,
Recovery,
Prevent Suicide,
SadnessVotes: 225140
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247587
29 Oct, 2014 10:32 PMThe willows whisper,
metal clatters on the rocks,
cold rain washes red.
People come searching,
the stream becomes a river,
the blood is still fresh.
Small lights fill the sky,
crickets sing a lullaby,
she floats away still.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Depression,
Rain,
Haiku,
DeathVotes: 318510
22 Oct, 2014 08:05 PMOh, If only you knew, the desperation that I have faced
The fear and isolation, the pain that I embraced
If only you could have noticed my feeble attempts to heed
The signs of desolation, and my committed deed
My silent screams and cries for help, they went unheard indeed
And no one could discern an innocent soul, slowly fade and bleed
I sowed a forbidden seed in your mind, yet you chose to let it grow
It was filled with blame, hurt and shame, that only you could know
I breathed my last breath longingly, on that bitter, lonely night
As you marked my sudden death, with a dim eternal light
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Tags:
Fear,
Death,
Remember,
DeadVotes: 314942
13 Oct, 2014 02:10 AMBlistering cold
I tread on the snow
My feet aching
Body shaking
This feeling that I Have never Known
Deadly winter
This everlasting cold
This white rain
Looks red as blood
But only illusion
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Tags:
Death,
ColdVotes: 19851
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4205936