08 Jan, 2015 09:23 PMAn autopsy would reveal that I
swallowed too many stars,
and every incision would look
like hideously-done cursive.
The busing inside and out
would be treated like ink blots,
and my congealing blood would
scream about how cold the room is.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Sad,
Mental Illness,
Dark,
Depression,
SadnessVotes: 124383
03 Jan, 2015 07:06 PMI take a glance,
at the scars on my wrists
they tell me,
it doesn't have to be like this
I want to talk,
to let it out
but nobody is there to listen,
even when I shout,
depression is dark,
so speak up...
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Tags:
Sad,
Depression,
CutVotes: 716426
13 Dec, 2014 11:07 AMWash away my true colours, hide who I really am
I don't deserve to live, I failed this life's exam
My demons have taken over, I struggle, I'm helpless
I feel so alone, abandoned and worthless
It all started from that word unsaid, unknown
You left me hanging there, breathless and alone
The many nights I cried, the scars I left behind
You're just a selfish lover; left unloved and blind
The countless struggles left scars upon my skin
As I weakly attempted to battle all my deadly sins
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Tags:
Silence,
Left,
Alone,
Afraid,
Sad,
Cry,
Lover,
Depression,
Suicide,
ScarsVotes: 1040595
23 Dec, 2014 07:57 AMAll alone they sit,
Waiting for the day,
When finally someone will come along,
And never walk away.
They cry themselves to sleep,
As they think about the pain,
Their hearts are now silent,
They think there's nothing left to gain.
Sometimes the pain is just too much,
That they all just want to forget,
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Tags:
Depression,
True,
Self Harm,
Blade,
Blood,
TrappedVotes: 217669
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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Tags:
Sad,
Sadness,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Lonely,
Alone,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
EmptinessVotes: 1388427
13 Dec, 2014 10:56 AMWritten on my arms, lays a story left untold
Enfolding me in sin; I'm breathless and alone
I stand in a lifeless world, surrounded by cold
Unforgiven and broken by your heart of stone
Written on my arms, lays a story left unspoken
Enfolding me in darkness, leaving me scared and alone
I stand in a careless world, I am left broken
Unforgiven and shattered by your heart of stone
Written on my arms with blood, is my life's fear
Enfolding me in lies, leaving me helpless and alone
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Tags:
Enfold,
Tale,
Untold,
Scars,
Suicide,
DepressionVotes: 519636
27 Nov, 2014 09:06 AMThey stare through my eyes,
I'm wishing I was dead,
All this pain inside,
All these words left unsaid.
I stare at the poison,
Then I scream and I cry,
As I keep on breathing,
I try and wonder why?
Why i'm alive and why i'm here
And why I want to die
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Tags:
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 725086
05 Nov, 2014 06:21 PMVerse 1:
He ran to her
He kissed her
They were together
They were together
I could see him from a mile away
That was the first time I saw him smile today
Pre-chorus 1:
And he doesn't realize
Why the tears fall from my eyes
She pulled him away from me
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Tags:
Lonely,
Love,
Rejection,
Depressing,
Lies,
Tears,
Breakup,
UnlovedVotes: -334112
04 Nov, 2014 05:53 PMVerse 1:
Your hangin off the cliff of life
and I'm trying to pull you up
I'm pulling with all my might
But your ready to give up
Pre chorus 1:
You won't believe me ever
That it'll all fall together
I'm tellin you just wait and see
Stay in the world me
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Tags:
Friend,
Depression,
Death,
Suicide,
Sad,
Recovery,
Prevent Suicide,
SadnessVotes: 225139
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247575