22 Dec, 2014 03:01 PMThis is a deception; it's a masquerade
You'll of course picture a cheerful parade
I'll fade from your memory; happy and smiling
Often laughing and most times beguiling
Take no note of my mask's crumbling surface
I lived through my life without any purpose
And I'll always stay trapped, inside of your mind
A girl, willingly helpful and foolishly kind
But behind the scenes, I'll cry myself to sleep
And this illusive image, of me I will keep
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Regret,
Death,
Pain,
Grave,
Shame,
Innocence,
Wind,
Distance,
Captive,
Hurt,
LoveVotes: 237281
22 Dec, 2014 12:01 PMMy shattered heart lays at your feet
It's bruised and scarred; unable to beat
And it will remain this way, you see
Until the day when you learn to love me
Please break this wall that you have built
So that my love for you won't wilt
Cause like a flower, it needs some light
And your smile, oh, it burns so bright
Your eyes, they whisper a story untold
They contrast between your heart so cold
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Death,
Guilt,
Shame,
Grave,
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Hurt,
BreathVotes: 524839
23 Dec, 2014 07:47 AMI remember that day,
I told her I wanted you,
I guess I always knew,
She really wanted you too.
You chased after her,
She played hard to get,
She would make you cry,
But your heart she would never let.
She told you how i felt,
You replied saying you didn't care,
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Sad,
Love,
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Death,
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MissingVotes: 340121
02 Dec, 2014 07:46 PMMy soul it dwells in lies untold
A glimpse of better worlds unfold
And for a moment I do believe
That life has a lot more to give
It captivates my shattered mind
In hope that someday I will find
A paradise or place to lie
So I may close my eyes and die
I take the blade and hold it tight
I wait till dusk fades into night
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Paradise,
Requiem,
Death,
Pain,
Hurt,
Kill,
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LifelessVotes: 827343
01 Dec, 2014 06:02 PMWritten on my arms, lays a story left untold
Enfolding me in sin; I'm breathless and alone
I stand in a lifeless world, embraced in a brutal cold
Unforgiven and broken; shattered by a heart of stone
A mistake I made years ago, has settled down inside
Enfolding me in a tale, embracing my somnolent mind
I'm surrounded by defeat; I have long swallowed my pride
I stand so still, so desolate, I have lost all track of time
Winter was upon, delicate snow, on sin it laid
As I looked out for rain, to wash it all away again
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Life,
Pain,
Past,
Love,
Hurt,
HateVotes: 729429
27 Nov, 2014 09:36 AMA message on my phone, could it be him?
Is it my true love, i've waited so long to hear?
I remember those days,
He pretended I wasn't there,
Even though he tore me up,
somehow I still care.
Waiting and waiting for just one reply
Tears start to form
I feel i'm ready to die.
There's no message back,
I am breaking apart,
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Broken,
Pain,
SadnessVotes: 622007
27 Nov, 2014 09:06 AMThey stare through my eyes,
I'm wishing I was dead,
All this pain inside,
All these words left unsaid.
I stare at the poison,
Then I scream and I cry,
As I keep on breathing,
I try and wonder why?
Why i'm alive and why i'm here
And why I want to die
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Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 725715
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37252124
16 Oct, 2014 02:27 PMJust as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.
Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
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Tags:
Pain,
Missing,
UnlovedVotes: 216800
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4209722