30 Aug, 2010 01:37 PMWhy am I hated for being me?
A question I can not answer!
The hate that I receive is mostly from my family!
They do not understand or accept the way I am!
They think that its my fault for every little thing.
These feelings I have,
Were not a choice!
I did not ask for them, nor did I ever want them!
Why would I choose a life of hardness?
Why would I choose a life that I know you all don't understand?
Why would I choose a life that makes me hate my body everyday?
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Lonely,
Lost,
SufferingVotes: 323011
26 Aug, 2010 07:37 AMyou broke up with me...
and now your paying the price...
i hate you but in the inside i love you...
i feel the need to kill you...
there is no where to hide i have to cry...
there are rivers of blood in my eyes...
now im dieing of lack of blood...
i hope you feel good about your-self...
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Tags:
Death,
Lost,
Cry,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 232433
28 May, 2010 08:44 PMWithout a word.
Walk without a word,
Sleep without a word,
Live my life in silence.
Cease to exist because my soul belongs to Satan,
for he it?s the highest emblem of life as I know.
I can?t just sit here and act like nothing is wrong with my life.
?HAIL SATAN!? I cry
A cigarette in the crystal ash tray?
Smoldering.
It?s dark in this the abandon room this abandoned house is only lit by
moon light.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suicide,
SufferingVotes: 029928
10 May, 2010 06:38 PMsometimes i feel like i'm dead
a part of me gone
when i am i wish i was with the living
but when i am, i want to be dead
i want to feel numb
and what the doctor gave me helped
but it wasn't right
so i haven't used it in over a year
but i want it back
it helped me coop
but it made my heart sting
so i'll live like i'm dead
i guess
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Depressed,
SufferingVotes: 022442
30 Apr, 2010 04:28 PMyou always act you never think
you just shut your eyes and start to drink
it doesn't matter who you hurt
you even get a chance to flirt
you never see it
but you treat me like shit
you don't even care
you expect me to be fair??
but to tell you the truth
i'm done lying on the roof
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Suffering,
HurtVotes: 124641
07 Jan, 2010 09:56 PMLoneliness consumes every inch of my body.
Aching numbness crawls through my skin.
Blood as cold as ice running through my veins.
Day after day always putting on a happy face,
while inside i'm being tortured by loneliness, aching numbness, and ice cold blood.
You did this to me!!!
You made me this way!!!
You never hear me!!!
You never care!!!
You call me a bitch,
oh, but if you only knew or cared how I felt.
Only one thing left to say.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Loneliness,
PainVotes: 325676
24 Dec, 2009 03:28 PMin ignorance and in shame i always feel the same.
all my day and all my night i live in a world of blame.
my past haunts me like a restless spirit
of that has no ease for there soul
i walk in circles mile after mile
i feel as if my life is empty turned all upside down,
i have tried to look for the light through these eyes
only to find darkness in the mist.
i cry out for help in my own selfish way
only to find no one there.
pain within
and not of the physical kind
pain within my haunted mind
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Tags:
Pain,
Suffering,
LostVotes: 430331