02 Dec, 2014 07:46 PMMy soul it dwells in lies untold
A glimpse of better worlds unfold
And for a moment I do believe
That life has a lot more to give
It captivates my shattered mind
In hope that someday I will find
A paradise or place to lie
So I may close my eyes and die
I take the blade and hold it tight
I wait till dusk fades into night
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Tags:
Heaven,
Paradise,
Requiem,
Death,
Pain,
Hurt,
Kill,
Hollow,
LifelessVotes: 826772
01 Dec, 2014 06:02 PMWritten on my arms, lays a story left untold
Enfolding me in sin; I'm breathless and alone
I stand in a lifeless world, embraced in a brutal cold
Unforgiven and broken; shattered by a heart of stone
A mistake I made years ago, has settled down inside
Enfolding me in a tale, embracing my somnolent mind
I'm surrounded by defeat; I have long swallowed my pride
I stand so still, so desolate, I have lost all track of time
Winter was upon, delicate snow, on sin it laid
As I looked out for rain, to wash it all away again
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Tags:
Life,
Pain,
Past,
Love,
Hurt,
HateVotes: 728793
27 Nov, 2014 09:06 AMThey stare through my eyes,
I'm wishing I was dead,
All this pain inside,
All these words left unsaid.
I stare at the poison,
Then I scream and I cry,
As I keep on breathing,
I try and wonder why?
Why i'm alive and why i'm here
And why I want to die
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Tags:
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 725085
27 Nov, 2014 08:39 AMEverytime i close my eyes
I try to imagine a better place
No one tries to hear my cries
I haven't slept well in days.
Time goes by faster and faster
I'm slowly losing it now
No matter what, they keep hurting her
Now she can't stand tall and proud.
She can't even get up
It's like she's paralyzed
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Tags:
Hurt,
Trapped,
Love,
Broken,
UnlovedVotes: 221303
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247510
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4205875
29 Sep, 2014 04:52 PMThe razor is my only hope
The razor is my only friend
The razor is the only one who has been there for me until the end
Even the voices in my head agree that I'm alone
So here I write this poem to let everyone know
I'm done with life, I'm done with the pain
Now no one will hurt me every again
I remember the time when I didn't even know that the razor was there
A time when for once others were there
But once they realized what I am instantly I was left alone
In each and every cut I feel my self slip away
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Tags:
Cutting,
Hurt,
PainVotes: 116775
28 Sep, 2014 02:31 PMi try to live,
but all it does is kill me,
i try to run,
but all it does is scar me,
i'm alone, and no one else can save me,
i try to fight,
but all the darkness surrounds me,
i try to live,
but all it does is kill me,
all they see is the outer core,
the darkness inside is changing my life,
i try to move on,
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Tags:
Hurt,
PainVotes: 615527
25 Sep, 2014 03:18 PMI've been lost, I've been down, but most of all I couldn't be found.
I cried many times, I bled many times.
Those scars on my skin was about the past I was in.
My past was painful. I quit cutting everyone became grateful.
The scars on my skin make me wanna go back again.
My scars burn like they have just been cut.
I am getting weaker by the day,
but if I sadden today I'm afraid I'll let everyone down today.
My scars burn right now,
but I am trying not to look at them,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Hurt,
Cut,
PainVotes: 519634
14 Sep, 2014 04:08 PMDear brother,
You've fallen down way to deep,
you can't find a way out, your stuck in a cell
that leads you to hell.
Your on this dark road
with no way out and your crying out for help,
but no one can hear your cries.
You said you needed to deal with this on your own,
but it departed you from your own.
Dear brother,
I tried to show much love,
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Tags:
Hurt,
Hatred,
Sadness,
Darkness,
Pain,
Brother,
FamilyVotes: 327934