10 Oct, 2014 11:42 PMEveryday.
The moon rises in the blood soaked sky.
Everyway.
I am bleeding just for a butterfly not to die.
Someday.
I will be free.
Someway.
You will see.
I am not me.
I am rooted shallow in the shade of a dead tree.
Faint voices bark in my head.
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SadnessVotes: 08311
04 Nov, 2014 05:53 PMVerse 1:
Your hangin off the cliff of life
and I'm trying to pull you up
I'm pulling with all my might
But your ready to give up
Pre chorus 1:
You won't believe me ever
That it'll all fall together
I'm tellin you just wait and see
Stay in the world me
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Friend,
Depression,
Death,
Suicide,
Sad,
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Prevent Suicide,
SadnessVotes: 225768
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
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Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37253005
11 Oct, 2014 12:13 AMDreaming of what was
Once good
Now is, fake
Why am I, then
By the brake of day
Feeling so much like the dead
Graved by messages from the tombs
I am to stoned to be ruined
Next to my shadow
I am mere the grey inside the shade
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SadnessVotes: 08888
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Lie,
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DarknessVotes: 4210385
22 Sep, 2014 09:50 AMA Dark road, alone with only my thoughts,
with the sound of my heartbeat and broken hope.
Crimson tears, slowly draining my soul, my hope, my life.
It’s bliss, knowing that I will no longer endure the struggle of everyday shit.
I have been waiting for all this to end, endless nights in the darkness,
wishing that by some miracle,
I will just vanish into the lurking nothingness of my existence.
Spending my time in the shadows that drown me.
Please release me from my burden.
The deception of a happy face, the facade people around me see.
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Salvation,
Crimson,
Tears,
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CutVotes: 722312
25 Sep, 2014 03:18 PMI've been lost, I've been down, but most of all I couldn't be found.
I cried many times, I bled many times.
Those scars on my skin was about the past I was in.
My past was painful. I quit cutting everyone became grateful.
The scars on my skin make me wanna go back again.
My scars burn like they have just been cut.
I am getting weaker by the day,
but if I sadden today I'm afraid I'll let everyone down today.
My scars burn right now,
but I am trying not to look at them,
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Sadness,
Hurt,
Cut,
PainVotes: 520029
24 Sep, 2014 02:29 AMI scream so loud but no one hears
Being alone is one of my biggest fears
Someone please notice my cry for help
I'm tired of fighting this on my own
Every time I look down I see the scars
The only thing that makes me, me
I'm tired of fighting this everyday
When will it finally be my turn to be saved
I fear that by the time you notice it will be too late
But if that's the case
So be it my fate
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Sadness,
Self HarmVotes: 311231
14 Sep, 2014 04:08 PMDear brother,
You've fallen down way to deep,
you can't find a way out, your stuck in a cell
that leads you to hell.
Your on this dark road
with no way out and your crying out for help,
but no one can hear your cries.
You said you needed to deal with this on your own,
but it departed you from your own.
Dear brother,
I tried to show much love,
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FamilyVotes: 328607
14 Sep, 2014 11:44 AMTheres a little pain in my chest,
which i gained from you,
the tears which i can't hold
when i was holding you
but you tend of leaving me.
I saw you leaving,disappearing
and walking past through the mist of my love.
This made my heart ache and a little pain in my chest.
Sweet memories and lovely accidents,
which made my day because of you.
Then when i see you
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Pain,
Gone,
Sadness,
MissingVotes: 019402