16 Jul, 2014 06:18 PMI want to run away from it all
I will not fail
When I leave
Hopefully you will go to jail
I am sick of it all
I hate to see you like this
And to think what you're doing to me
Your own daughter
You just don't see
What I go through
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Tags:
Alone,
SadnessVotes: 012380
09 Mar, 2014 08:37 PMLiving in a world so cold
Staring at my life paralyzed
Nothing but lies
Living inside myself
I feel numb
I feel so frozen inside
Wasting away
In a shell without a soul
Living too cold
To notice the world changing
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Tags:
Sadness,
PainVotes: 313688
21 Sep, 2013 09:30 PMDo you really know how much I Cry
Do you wanna know how much I wanna die
Its a repitition everyday
Just let me get a razor , it'll make me pay
It just keeps me calm,
Seeing my blood run right through my arm
Just let me close my door
While with the razor I explore
This world of horror
Which I cant take anymore. ?
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Tags:
Sadness,
Depression,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
BloodVotes: 219001
12 Jul, 2014 06:34 PMAn outrageous fear of the unorthodox,
the odd, the unknown pieces apart.
A poor decision defines the depth,
My heroin, my heart.
An imperfect imperfection implies,
the impulsive, and unproductive.
A selfish addiction is my wounded affection,
the result of living inactive.
An unwanted preoccupation,
the scarlet ribbon around my arm.
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Tags:
Drugs,
Sad,
SadnessVotes: 115397
08 Sep, 2014 01:27 AMTo be honest, I am dying,
Dying of the sadness,
Eyes wet and my heart is crying,
Leading me to madness.
To bear the mess all in mind,
Is not what I am capable of,
I can understand the life's signs,
To keep my head and carry on.
Separation is hard to bear,
happiness will never be near,
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Tags:
Sadness,
SorrowVotes: 613938
19 Sep, 2014 07:56 AMI still remember..,
The first time that we met,
it feels like we've known each other
coz we understand one another
we do things together,
and imagining things like we own everything.
We do this, we do that..,
we were so happy spending time together
creating memories, dreaming about the future
making plans, and thinking about US,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Love,
FeelingsVotes: 215853
12 Jul, 2014 06:35 PMSometimes you scare me,
with your silence.
And you anger me,
with your defiance.
In your conscious depth of heroism,
You stand in darkness.
A corner stone to your madness,
and as blunt as your starkness.
It's never changing,
your skin stays unaltered.
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Tags:
Sad,
SadnessVotes: 112491
19 Mar, 2014 06:30 AMOverpowering emotions, feelings...anger, hurt, joy, despair, love...
Back and forth, in opposite directions, never resting.
Then nothing... only numbness...
Am I still alive, still breathing?
Am I capable of feeling...anything?
I want to feel pain, bleed and be human.
I don’t want to be afraid or run away.
Feeling a heart beat inside my chest,
But feelings are absent. You did that!
I am broken, alone, left with only memories.
But the memories serve me well.
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Tags:
Pain,
Depression,
Sadness,
Hurt,
Nothing,
DarknessVotes: 525656
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Tags:
Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 374215
19 Mar, 2014 01:38 AMIt's a blade.
It's a razor sharp blade.
A razor sharp blade that I have hidden in my room.
A hidden razor sharp blade that is only to be found by me.
It's my hidden razor sharp blade that is to only be used by me.
I take that razor sharp hidden blade and unwrap it from the paper.
I use it; I slice open my soft smooth skin.
Without a doubt I cut deeper and deeper.
I think of all the horrid things that have been said to me.
and the pain is numb.
The blood trickles beneath my skin.
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Tags:
Cut,
Cutt,
Knife,
Blood,
Blade,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 320348