The Devil Has Won

Angelica

31 Oct, 2012 02:08 PM
I'm so numb now,
I can't feel a thing.
I'm so lost now,
I fear not a thing.

This darkness has consumed me,
There's no place to hide.
I've lost all ambition,
I've given up the fight.

The devil has won now.
I'm no longer scared.
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Tags: Heartbroken, Pain, Unloved, Depression, Suicide, Lost
Votes: 4
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Life HUH!!!!!!!

M F Ali

01 Nov, 2012 06:06 AM
Thou life brought me out
Thou shall be taken out
Time spent in between is 
what life means all about..

Shine thou life as Diamond
Worry not the toughness
Life thee a trouble to be learnt
Till breath thou last...
Cry u accompanied with 

Silence thee u carry out with
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Tags: Life, Sad, Betray, Love, Friends
Votes: -1
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Just a Little Longer

neil pathrick aman

28 Oct, 2012 07:17 AM
Desolation, 
Wide open space, 
Between the trees and me, 
Emptiness and me, 
Confusion and decisions, 
Feelings hard to define, 
And I say to myself, 
Just a little longer, 

Coldness seeps
Its way in, 
I am falling deeper,
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Tags: Sad, Alone, Lost, Depressed
Votes: 1
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Bandages

Synn

30 Oct, 2012 03:30 PM
I bandage my arm.
So clean and pure.
Just like my soul, 
some years before.

Now I self-harm.
It makes me feel good.
They tell me to stop, 
I don't know if I should.

I could cry tears, 
but they all dried away.
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Tags: Suicidal, Broken, Lost Love, Self-harm, Cutting, Sad, Depressed
Votes: 1
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Buzz

Amanda

29 Oct, 2012 12:45 AM
The  sour bitter taste flows through my mouth,
I don't see how people drink this;
The bubbles drain down my innocent throat,
One down.

The twist, the crack, the mini explosion 
out of the long neck.
Number two. 
The smell of it flutters the whole house

Everyone was doing it, why not me? 
Or, at least that is what
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Tags: Drinking, Driving, Accident, Death, Family, Sad, Soul
Votes: 2
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Confessions Of A Broken Heart

neil pathrick aman

28 Oct, 2012 07:16 AM
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.

My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep, 
let me rest, Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? 

These memories inside, swirling, twirling, 
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
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Tags: Pain, Lost, Depressed, Sad, Hurt, Love, Heartbroken
Votes: 3
60582 1

Love birds

Liza

19 Oct, 2012 10:40 PM
can we walk away from this,
just me and you,
is it to hard to be true?

 

through the valleys,
pass the meadows,
holding hands, wind through our hair,
blowing dandelions..

sunlight in you face,
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Tags: Nature, Sad, Daydreams, Crush, Unloved
Votes: 0
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Can't be perfect

neil pathrick aman

28 Oct, 2012 07:14 AM
I wasn't the best that you may have.
The person you always dream of.
The person, special you dreamed to love.
But I'm not the person you dream of.

I wasn't the one you who will love you.
It's someone else who will love you.
But that someone can't love you more than me.
That some one can't give it all for you like me.

'I'm Sorry for being in love with you.
Cause I can't live without you.
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Tags: Love, Sad, Unloved, Missing, Pain
Votes: 1
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Basket of berries

Liza

19 Oct, 2012 10:39 PM
In this bed, 
such comfy bed I lay,
the ceiling seems so calm.
The curtains, blocking the sun rays,

making broken pieces of sun.
Got my pen, got my notebook,
a pastel pillow under my head, that easy look.

Because there's no song without you,
there's no pen in my hand 
if it's not for you.
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Tags: Berries, Love, Visions, Dreams, Memories, Missing
Votes: 0
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Alone again

neil pathrick aman

28 Oct, 2012 07:13 AM
Four o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief, 
A day of fear.

All alone I feel.
I try to justify all the pain, 
All of this guilt before my eyes.
Another day of confusion, 
A day of wondering.

Is it ever just going to go away?
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Tags: Loneliness, Sad, Pain, Lost, Depressed
Votes: 4
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