Dear Mom and Bestfriend

Jolo

19 Oct, 2012 06:10 PM
When I laid there beside you,
Could you feel me there?
My arms were wrapped around you,
And I was stroking your hair.

I was talking about all the good times,
For me they were every single day.
I wanted you to feel love and comfort,
And happy in some way.

I watched your every breath,
And prayed that each one wasn't your last.
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Tags: Mom, Love, Friendship, Trust, Death, Heartbroken, Sad
Votes: 1

A man's plea

Sarah

18 Oct, 2012 10:01 PM
Who can be my secret keeper after you?
Who can be my whole need after you?
Who will stand by me and hear my pains?
And who knows the best way 
of making me demented as your eyes?

Sometimes I come and watch you covertly...
I think with myself 
that I had to pick up you 
when you were a bud...

I'm so tardy...
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Tags: Unlimitted Love, Painful, Breakup, Left, Unloved, Love
Votes: 0

Insipid Quests

Megan

16 Oct, 2012 12:10 PM
have you ever been at the brim 
where you have no choice but to jump?
Have you ever tried walking for a very long time 
but not knowing where to go?

Have you ever been in a situation 
where you need breathe for the sake of living?
Have you ever felt so tired 
that you think all your Labor are meaningless?

each day you wake up wishing 
there will be something new?
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Tags: Pain, Sadness, Lifeless, Loneliness, Depression, Sad, Alone
Votes: 3

Love and self hatred

Just Another No One

15 Oct, 2012 07:40 AM
I love it when you smile
It really warms my heart
But knowing I'm not the reason
It tears me apart

You smile and laugh 
and your beauty just shines
While I'm left here hiding, 
hurting and being the one that cries

My tears are for you, 
my beauty my love
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Tags: Sad, Self Hate, Hate, Loss, Love, Unloved, Unspoken Love
Votes: 3

Colleen

Steve

16 Oct, 2012 01:25 AM
Heaven seems just a little bit closer today
As I draw near, these words are so hard to say 
All the feelings that I’ve kept so long inside
To explain in some understandable way

So many years have gone since I saw you last
A spring breeze floats memories of you through my mind
Something in my heart knew I would find you again
Yet, it seems like yesterday when your love was mine

You softly brought your love to me
Praying the pain in my heart away you could take
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Tags: Lost Love, Sadness, Death, Memories, Family, Soulmate, Missing, Wife, Love, Breakup
Votes: 0

In the end

Just Another No One

15 Oct, 2012 07:24 AM
Well here I am again
Left broken and confused
You hurt me 
and I feel used

I used to be strong 
till you broke me apart
I used to have life, 
but now you broke my heart

I held the world up for us
Nothing ever pulled us down
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Tags: Hate, Secrets, Sadness, Depression, Unloved, Sad
Votes: 5

you left me standing there

CrystalWolfTear

06 Oct, 2012 03:14 PM
You left me 
standing there
broken memory ...
life's not fair.

your face
was sweet
we still had ways
but they never meet

break up with me
heading up..
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Tags: Wish, Memory, Love, End, Breakup, Unloved, Sad
Votes: 1

same mistake

CrystalWolfTear

07 Oct, 2012 02:56 PM
I thought I had you in my grip
but you left, abandoned me
I let the blood on my arm drip
through the darkness I try to see

that same mistake was the last straw
I thought you would come back
but I see of you no more
all that I see now is coal black

the memories are cold
they lost their last breath
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Tags: Left, Love, Memories, Alone, Missing, Unloved, Heartbroken, Sad
Votes: 2

Why?

Angelica

12 Oct, 2012 01:39 PM
Why'd it have to end like this?
Why'd you have to go and break me down?
Why'd you have to be the one 
to stab and turn the knife?

Why'd you have to be the one to go and
cause me pain?
Why'd you have to be the one to rip my
heart apart?

I let you have my heart
You said you'd keep it safe.
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Tags: Broken, Heartbroken, Left, Lost, Crying, Love, Unloved, Sad
Votes: 4

Saying I'm Sorry Now

CrystalWolfTear

06 Oct, 2012 03:37 PM
I'm sorry for everything I have done wrong
sorry but I miss you, please just come home
I listened to music, but my love is ending
I'm losing my way, but I'm not pretending.

I loved you forever, I always forgave
I need you back, you're the one who saves
me from falling and falling and ending up hurt
I did it over and over again but you're all unhurt

I wanted to see you I'm sorry again
my life flashed before me,
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Tags: Sorry, Sad, Depressed, Memories, Missing, Possessed, Moving On
Votes: 1