31 Aug, 2014 12:05 AMlife goes on with a simple smile on my face
people thinking no more of the pain in my eyes
just looking around thinking I just need some space
but in reality I'm stuck in a hole of lies
at night my mind go crazy with thoughts
wondering why life has to be so hard
my senses dulled as my body rots
people wonder why, but my mind is just scarred
you don't understand my past, for what I went through
so please don't judge the outcome I cant change
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Tags:
Depression,
Death,
SadVotes: 115595
29 Apr, 2014 08:09 PMWhisper to me through the wind
As I struggle through the day
Too many times that I have sinned
Just please take me away
My heart echoes the words of pain
With every aching beat and breath
I cry alone in the blinding rain
As I quietly summon death
The hurt becomes deafening
As my heart is ripped and torn
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Tags:
Silently,
Heartbroken,
Heart,
DeathVotes: 716317
21 Mar, 2014 04:12 PMI grasp the rope and tie a noose.
I fill my palms up with my sorrow, with death in mind.
These that overflow my mind.
With death in mind and pain to hide; I just can't take it anymore.
A note I'm thinking with these thoughts in mind.
Should I tell them I just want to die,
or should I just go and hide the pain; they wouldn't care either way.
I take the paper and a pen, and soon the page is filled within.
Dear whoever cares,
It's me your classmate, that sits behind you in science,
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Tags:
Death,
Suicide,
Cutting,
Noose,
Note,
Sad,
Loss,
BulliedVotes: 124350
22 Mar, 2014 12:11 AMMy pale face and scarred skin
My arms covered in cuts so true
I feel my life is nothing but a sin
These engraved scars, are just for you
I met you on that dark, harsh day
It was cold and a severe wind blew
I never really knew what to say
Don't worry, these bleeding scars are for you
The days seem longer as your away
You'll never know what I've been through
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Tags:
Scars,
Self-harm,
Death,
Regret,
Pain,
Weakness,
Failure,
Disappointment,
FearVotes: 225927
07 Feb, 2014 03:39 PMYou think you're so funny,
talking behind my back.
Don't think I know,
I can hear all that jack?!
Do you think I care,
What you think of me.
Actually I do,
But I don't want to be.
You make me sick,
I want to die.
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Tags:
Lies,
Hate,
Die,
Friend,
Relationship,
DeathVotes: 221664
29 Jan, 2014 01:24 AMWhat am I?
I am no Angel,
I am no Saint,
I am not loved
In my current state.
I am no human,
I'm not a man,
I am a demon
Who enjoys others pain.
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Tags:
Sad,
Death,
Depression,
Pain,
FeelingsVotes: 022881
08 Jun, 2014 06:22 AMRunning running running
Away from all the fears
Away from the cruelness and the jeering
Trying to not succumb to your tears
How can you keep living
Amongst the cruelty of your peers? The thoughts make you start quivering
The weight of people's stares
Your life is a living Hell
The pain too much to bear
You've tried to live your life well
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Tags:
Suicide,
Depression,
Death,
PainVotes: 420092
24 Jan, 2014 04:24 AMGod you took her without a word.
Oh! the pain it brought was too much to bear.
Lying there so still,
She looked so very ill.
Just lying in her coffin there.
God you took her without a word.
Pretty white dress.
Hair in bows.
She looked so lovely lying there in a deathly pose.
God you took her without a word.
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Tags:
Death,
Feelings,
CryingVotes: 216089
06 Dec, 2013 02:31 AMIf I Had Someone
By Austin R. Steiner
If I had someone,
More than a friend,
I would make time,
For you, I will tend.
Love and care,
With all my might,
You stole my heart,
And locked it tight.
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Tags:
Sad Love,
Depression,
Death,
True LoveVotes: 217284
22 Aug, 2013 03:15 AMToday I am sad,
because
she gave me deep sorrow.
she said, "she loves me."
but now
she said, "she loves to somebody’s else."
but she did
fun of love.
is love just a fun?
I want to ask ?
but she did,
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Tags:
Love,
Death,
PraysVotes: 016718