19 Mar, 2014 01:38 AMIt's a blade.
It's a razor sharp blade.
A razor sharp blade that I have hidden in my room.
A hidden razor sharp blade that is only to be found by me.
It's my hidden razor sharp blade that is to only be used by me.
I take that razor sharp hidden blade and unwrap it from the paper.
I use it; I slice open my soft smooth skin.
Without a doubt I cut deeper and deeper.
I think of all the horrid things that have been said to me.
and the pain is numb.
The blood trickles beneath my skin.
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Cut,
Cutt,
Knife,
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Blade,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 319978
31 Aug, 2014 12:05 AMlife goes on with a simple smile on my face
people thinking no more of the pain in my eyes
just looking around thinking I just need some space
but in reality I'm stuck in a hole of lies
at night my mind go crazy with thoughts
wondering why life has to be so hard
my senses dulled as my body rots
people wonder why, but my mind is just scarred
you don't understand my past, for what I went through
so please don't judge the outcome I cant change
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Death,
SadVotes: 115591
22 Mar, 2014 04:20 PMBehind my smile are embedded scars
My anguished mind is too damaged
Your words were hurtful and harsh
Throughout years I received damage
I tried to hide my misery for so long
The suffering and pain torn me apart
I tried to erase memories and keep strong
I tried to fix my devastated heart
Day go by and Depression eats away
At my cold, weak mind and heart
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Devastate,
Disruption,
Fake Smile,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 014889
29 Jan, 2014 01:24 AMWhat am I?
I am no Angel,
I am no Saint,
I am not loved
In my current state.
I am no human,
I'm not a man,
I am a demon
Who enjoys others pain.
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Death,
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FeelingsVotes: 022880
14 Jun, 2014 07:07 PMYou told me you’ll never leave me
that I was the only person you see,
Remember the memories we shared
all those nights when we actually cared
with every kissed and hug felt right
and to love you with all my might
until now my heart looks for her
her touch, kiss and love I prefer
Why did that night had to happen
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Break Up,
Broken,
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Depression,
Despair,
PainVotes: 532228
08 Jun, 2014 06:22 AMRunning running running
Away from all the fears
Away from the cruelness and the jeering
Trying to not succumb to your tears
How can you keep living
Amongst the cruelty of your peers? The thoughts make you start quivering
The weight of people's stares
Your life is a living Hell
The pain too much to bear
You've tried to live your life well
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Tags:
Suicide,
Depression,
Death,
PainVotes: 420091
06 Dec, 2013 02:31 AMIf I Had Someone
By Austin R. Steiner
If I had someone,
More than a friend,
I would make time,
For you, I will tend.
Love and care,
With all my might,
You stole my heart,
And locked it tight.
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Tags:
Sad Love,
Depression,
Death,
True LoveVotes: 217282
19 Dec, 2013 04:35 PMyou say that you love me.
you tell me you care.
although we both know
our love
is bursting into flares.
no more than a corpse
burning to ashes.
through my eyes
out life together flashes.
we had no purpose. we had no trust.
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Pain,
Sorrow,
Trust,
Depression,
Broken HeartVotes: 122011
19 Dec, 2013 04:53 PMGaze into my eyes,
a story long forgotten lies within.
tear drops fall upon my face,
obliterating the memory of
love,
hope,
and so called fate.
my eyes lay awake,
during the gloomy, cold night
when my mind drifts away,
i can not hide.
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Tags:
Pain,
Sorrow,
Depression,
Broken HeartVotes: 421036
19 Dec, 2013 04:42 PMkiss me once, infect me
kiss me twice, it spreads
kiss me three times
you will be my death
all of this time
is occupied
by a metal snapshot
of your smile
what you do to me
i can't explain
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Tags:
Pain,
Sorrow,
Depression,
LoveVotes: 122045