21 Jul, 2012 10:44 PMI thought I was fine
Obviously I'm far from.
I'm forced to stay here.
I wanna take her place.
She'd be happy here
I'm alone...
I'm stuck here; alone and sad
Nobody is here, here to understand.
I sit alone and cry.
All everyone does is lie.
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Tags:
Sad,
Alone,
Hurt,
Depressed,
CryVotes: 223466
22 Jul, 2012 02:23 AMLooking back,
I can see
how mistaken
I really was.
Day after day,
Week after week,
Telling you,
Killing you with
Every word,
Every wasted breath,
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Tags:
Love,
Mistakes,
Suicide,
Realization,
SadVotes: 133906
18 Jul, 2012 03:42 AMWhat to do, when I can't work this through.
I don't want this, I want to keep it all.
Did I do, did I really fall for you?
I care so much for you , but is it love?
I get so confused all the time.
You're so often on my mind.
I really don't want to lose you.
This thought burns inside of me.
I keep thinking that it was destiny.
Must be a reason behind it all.
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Tags:
Sad Love,
Lost,
Fear,
SadVotes: 230531
13 Jul, 2012 12:10 AMHate, anger, frustration,
How does one survive?
Confusion, distraught, depression.
Why even be alive?
Screaming, running, sobbing,
Everyone is swarming.
Yelling, crying, dying.
Does someone really care?
I sit alone now, all by
Myself with no one else.
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Alone,
Depression,
Sin,
Pain,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 238706
12 Jul, 2012 11:45 PMSo many things left to say
No more freedom, it's gone away
Run now, or stay and face
The empty eyes filled with coldness.
Swallowed in my screams
I'm left here with no dreams
I look at the dark sky
And I'm trying not to cry.
Is that all?
Will I fall?
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Tears,
Sadness,
Alone,
Dark,
Night,
Dying,
FearVotes: 535133
07 Jul, 2012 06:15 PMMovie on pause, I stop to cry.
Small voice in my head telling me to die.
You're off with that other girl, I'm here all alone.
My voice no longer has that enthusiastic tone.
Torn to pieces, I don't know what to do.
Moving on I know I can't, but it will be easy for you.
My friends so far away, I have no one by my side.
Looking around for possibilities, I have no where to hide.
Reading over, and over at the last note you gave.
Pathetic it sounds but all things of yours,
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Tags:
Love,
Breakup,
Sad,
Hurt,
Alone,
Crying,
Unloved,
Missing,
DepressionVotes: 956912
07 Jul, 2012 06:13 PMThey ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.
I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.
A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Depression,
Alone,
Pain,
Hurt,
Lost,
Unloved,
SadVotes: 658774
05 Jul, 2012 12:54 PMNever say I love you
if you really don't care
never talk about feelings
if they really aren't there
Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart
never say I'm going to..
if you don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes
if all it says are lies
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Sad,
Love,
Empty,
Alone,
Hurt,
Unloved,
Lies,
LeftVotes: 547513
05 Jul, 2012 08:00 AMHow fast the time had past?
But all the moments will never surpass;
Though the memories in our mind maybe forgotten
But not the memoir's engrave in my heart,
For it is the place where God and truth resides.
After a long time together
Here comes a new journey;
Despite of the blurring dilemmas of reality
You're there inspiring me every day,
You give me strength and inspiration
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Sad,
Love,
Unloved,
MissingVotes: 132753
04 Jul, 2012 07:51 PMA smile that I may never gazed...
A hand that I may never hold...
A lips that I may never kiss...
A laughter that lingers even when I sleep
but I may never again hear..
A promise that I may never be able to fulfill...
A bitter sweet feeling that I will hold for an eternity...
Is that what you'll always be to me?
Just like dreaming of loving but,
when waking, only the nostalgia remains.
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Tags:
Longing,
Missing,
SadVotes: 112549