Traumatizing

Brenna

15 Dec, 2011 09:55 AM
It's what we've been given, 
it's the sunshine and the darkness
As pain and pleasure stand eye to eye
Inch by inch i can sense something easing closer
Evil intentions, as it breathes against my neck 
and the air in the room grows dry
he sun's daylight begins to fade 
and as it does i understand my heart is sinking too

Sadness whispers to me as anger finally leaves the room
there's a tornado in my thoughts, rampaging and spinning
My memories are like mouse traps,
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Tags: Unloved, Pain
Votes: 1
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The Product of Him

Brenna

15 Dec, 2011 09:45 AM
I hate the way it feels when I'm surrounded by the pain
When I'm tired and alone and there's no one left to care
Nothing left to give and no one true to love
Forget what I did & forget what I said

Inside I'm dead
I lay in the filth as my soul starts to perish
I'm not the type to complain but you left me in shear agony

You all might know me different, I'm a drama queen
A control freak out of control
But I was stuck in a nightmare, the hell hole of my life
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Tags: Unloved, Lies, Heartbroken
Votes: 3
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Tormenting Love

Brenna

14 Dec, 2011 11:56 PM
I hate everything you are
Surrounding me and under my skin
I blast this torment past,
the worthless tears in your eyes
Pathetic, the dirt beneath my feet
Pressure binds the excuses and depression in my mind

Fear is no friend of mine, but fallows me like a shadow
Your energy is always spinning around me 
but all traces of you are absent
I claw out of my mind to find relief 
but i never seem to reach the outside of my prison
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Tags: Unloved, Suffering
Votes: 0
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Black Skies, White Lies

Jade

13 Dec, 2011 07:38 PM
I sit in the dark silence hoping for another 
to mend what has been broken.
But it's only little me and I sit alone.

The darkness is compelling me into thoughts of 
what seems to be a tragedy.
There is a crisp chill in the air, 
though, it may feel bitter; it isn't. 

I feel nothing, but as to you I'm heartless. 
No more and no less.
Must you break and bend me?
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Tags: Unloved, Suffering
Votes: 0
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Martyr's Love

Leila Kier Sola

12 Dec, 2011 12:11 AM
Standing behind the window
With my love ready to endow
Looking from afar
Searching for my long lost star

Feeling the pain
Putting my heart in vain
Doing my very best just to forget you
Even though that its impossible to come true

Keep on pretending
Keep on expecting
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Tags: Heartbroken, Death, Missing
Votes: 0
20807 1

The Promise

Arlene Whitney Mulligan

27 Nov, 2011 01:45 PM
I promised you that I'd be brave 
I promised I'd be strong 
I promised I'd be happy 
when all your pain was gone 
All these things I promised
I'm trying hard to do 
but it's not easy being happy 
when my heart is broken in two
so if some days are lonely 
and I can't sleep at night
will you please come and get me
and take me on a flight
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Tags: Sad, Heartbroken
Votes: 3
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I Cried Today

Madalyn South

27 Nov, 2011 12:40 AM
I cried a tear of pain today,
I cried a tear of grief,
I cried a tear for suffering,
I cried a tear for the loss/lost,
I cried in sorrow for the world,
I even cried a tear for today.

I cried a tear for hope today,
Though it seems I am broken,
And it seems the more I breathe,
The more the world seems undone,
Deep down I see the truth around me,
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Tags: Cry, Tears, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 5
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COMPLICATED YOU

Lady Ann Austria

20 Nov, 2011 06:54 PM
its just an ordinary a..b..c 
but a complicated man is what you are to me. 
you're a math that i want to analyze 
an epitome is what you symbolizes. 

its just the numerical 1..2..3 
but enigma is what you personifies 
inside my stomach are butterflies 
when i think of you, i am hypnotized. 

but your love songs are lullabys' 
it makes me sleepy .. it makes me cry
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Tags: Unloved
Votes: 0
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the real me

lisa johnson

18 Nov, 2011 08:26 PM
people don't see the real me, 
they only see the side i want them to see.
if people saw the real me,
the true me,
i think they would be scared or 
they will think I'm crazy

the real me is a depressed 21 year old 
girl who thinks about suicide all the time, 
a girl with so many insecurities.

the real me is a person who is
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Tags: Unloved, Suffering, Alone
Votes: 7
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my sweet

nat

17 Nov, 2011 07:09 AM
As I lay my head down to rest memories come alive...
tears roll downs from cheek to chin 
and onto my meloncolly pillow
i let out a soft cry..

'hush..' i hear
a finger brushes away my tear
..wait....
i know this touch
my sweet aaron
o' how I've missed you
my eyes still closed,not knowing if this is real
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Tags: Missing, Pain, Unloved
Votes: 2
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