Showing sad poems for tag "Suicidal"

Once was...suicidal

Jasper

04 Oct, 2018 10:17 PM
I sit in small corner,
Looking at down at my feet.
I was scared,
Alone,
Yet..happy.
I had my own train of thoughts
That could have killed me
And brought me to the end.
You’re the one who made me like this,
Leaving,
Fighting,
Cheating,
[Read More]
Tags: Suicidal, Suffering
Votes: 5
15550 0

The End

Carol Rogers-DeArmitt

19 Apr, 2017 10:48 PM
Sitting in the darkness of a cold and empty life
I failed at being a mother, a sister and a wife.
The pain I feel is real and it scares me half to death 
I pray more times to count for to take my very last breath
The world has always laughed at me
But not like I am funny

More the way you laugh when someone is a stupid dummy
My heart once full of love but nobody wanted to take
Now its full of guilt and shame from all my poor mistakes.
I fight each day for freedom
from this unrelenting rhyme
[Read More]
Tags: Suicidal
Votes: 3
7285 0

I Don't Know

Kathja Andersen

22 Dec, 2016 02:07 AM
I don't know.
That simple sentence brings up so many bad memories; recent and old.
A sentence i've said so many times.

"What do you wanna eat?"
I don't know.

"What's your favorite ice cream?" 
I don't know.

"Why are you sad?"
I don't know.
[Read More]
Tags: Sad, Suicide, Suicidal, Depressed, Depression, Death, Family
Votes: 10
37220 0

Suicide

timothy long

25 Nov, 2016 04:36 PM
sitting down, 
with a hand over the mouth, 
just thinking, 
what to do next, 
die or keep fighting? 
a rope tied up in the ceiling and the chair under it, 
suffering and pain going angst hand in hand, 
never to think again  clearly, 
sleep does well to soothe the soul but not the pain, 
cutting not a lot but temporary relief, 
stopping the hurt was what i wanted, 
alone doesn't matter,
[Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Sadness, Sad Poem, Death, Dead
Votes: 9
28003 0

With my voices

Via Pinto

13 Oct, 2016 10:50 AM
Kill me now, gently
And lay me beside
The voices in my head
To whom I'll confide.

I've had of my share in this life
Of nonsensically twirling around;
So bury me quick and bury me now
6 feet deep into the ground.

Wrap me in a shroud
Of my hallucinations,
[Read More]
Tags: Schizophrenia, Mental Illness, Depression, Suicidal, Death, Pain, Voices, Hallucinations
Votes: 5
30572 0

My life

jazzy

22 Sep, 2016 08:22 PM
There's monsters in my head, 
there's monsters in my mind.
Thought they were helping, 
thank you so much for being kind.

I've been shattered and battered,
my body abused and splattered. 
New mamma hates me,
even wishes she didn't create me.
New mamma's taking pills, 
real daddy's not here right now.
[Read More]
Tags: Self Harm, Abuse, Sadness, Suffering, Suicidal, Pain
Votes: 0
26351 1

Before You Leave Me Today

Sita

09 Sep, 2015 12:13 AM
Forget me not,
for no one thirsts to remember 
The last of I is gone
with those that left in lost memories

Longing to see you again
Inamorata
My heart is breathing for you,
but I have defied 
—defied my humanity
I am up-and-coming
Juliet
[Read More]
Tags: Suicidal, Love
Votes: -2
11160 0

Sadness

Derek

27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AM
Sadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile

Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December

It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you

You can't even feel yourself
[Read More]
Tags: Sad, Sadness, Lost, Loneliness, Lonely, Alone, Suicide, Suicidal, Emptiness
Votes: 13
88409 0

Tired

Derek

27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"

Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire? 
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire? 
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.

I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.

I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
[Read More]
Tags: Tired, Alone, Anger, Apart, Pain, Broken, Betrayal, Cry, Cut, Cold, Death, Depression
Votes: 37
247482 7

I know that it will be my last

Derek

03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime

But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing

Maybe I should care
[Read More]
Tags: Last, Lost, Loneliness, Longing, Letting Go, Leaving, Lie, Death, Depression, Darkness
Votes: 4
205852 6