19 Sep, 2018 09:53 PMIt turns out you were just a lie.
Now all I seem to do is cry.
Knowing you were like the rest.
And only see me as a pest.
Yet still I walked into your trap.
Not ever wanting to go back.
Wishing that you could just see.
All the pain you’re causing me.
You used me then threw me away.
Now I’m a toy that just got played.
Told I need a reality check.
Cause you will never like me back.
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Tags:
Lie,
Fake,
Pain,
Crush,
CryingVotes: 318848
12 Jan, 2017 06:24 PMMy laugh hides my screams.
My smile hides my tears.
It's been this way for so many years.
Things aren't always what the seem.
I always seem so happy.
With not a single care in the world.
But you should know sadly,
Many things go untold.
Nobody really knows who I am.
They only know my cover.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Fake,
HappinessVotes: 415043
18 Nov, 2015 01:49 AMShe is a china doll.
She has a protective shell, but she is fragile and empty.
Broken so easily, trying to fix herself with glue.
She is a china doll.
She is a china doll.
She puts up a front to keep out the cold.
So weak and unloved that she must protect herself.
She is a china doll.
She is a china doll,
but her paint is chipping.
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Tags:
Broken,
Fake,
Doll,
Glass,
LonelyVotes: 218241
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247418
19 May, 2013 01:45 PMTears of sorrow falling from my eyes
A black waterfall, of love and lies
A fake perfection
An eternal addiction
Loving an illusion
Living in delusion.
Tears of sorrow falling to the ground
Weeping, crying, in a silent sound
A task of flesh and bones
A mask of blood and stones
A lake of poisonous rain
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Tags:
Blackness,
Cry,
Darkness,
Fake,
Gloom,
Grief,
Lies,
Loneliness,
Pain,
Sadness,
SorrowVotes: 346473
21 Feb, 2012 05:31 PMMy life is coming to an end
Because my feelings will not bend
My love for you is still strong
But you said it was all wrong
I pray to God my soul to take
I try to be happy but it's fake
The thought of you hurts my heart
And now we must forever be apart
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Tags:
Lost,
Sad,
Fake,
Pain,
Hurt,
Heartbroken,
SadnessVotes: 849534
03 Jan, 2012 03:28 PMAs I sit here
And watch the pour dwindle down
I feel myself begin to tear
These memories begin to spin me around
I see my grievances
Truth be told, there are several
Tragic romances
And all my life, to be general
I see those days
And they are a curse
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Tags:
Love,
Fake,
Sorrow,
Hidden PainVotes: 329375
19 May, 2010 06:01 PMher name is like water,
on a hot summer day.
her name is in a melody,
her name is rae.
she sits in her pastel room,
combing through hair the color of grain.
she combs through the tangles,
and winces in pain.
her eyes are turquoise blue,
seeing all but not understanding.
and if you look deep enough,
it's love that they're demanding.
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Mistake,
Miss,
Fake,
Misunderstood,
Votes: 232549