27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Alone,
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DepressionVotes: 37247431
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Lost,
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Leaving,
Lie,
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Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4205818
16 Jan, 2013 05:35 AMThe most fatal mistake I ever made
Was to put my trust in you.
Keeping aside the pain you gave me
I tried to run away.
All these lies you made up
They all seemed so real.
My wounded heart ached
It seemed hard to stay alive.
I let these delusions
Control my mind.
I looked into the mirror,
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PainVotes: 128176
26 Dec, 2012 06:43 AMHave you ever wondered why
when your heart breaks and then heals,
there are still cracks that are unhealed?
Have you ever wondered why
when you give someone your heart
they take it and stomp on it
until you’re in tears?
Have you ever wondered why
we always thought
we'd look back on our tears and laugh,
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Sad,
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SadnessVotes: 257125
23 Sep, 2011 01:21 AMloving you is a big mistake
cause you were the reason why my heart break
and it's too late for me to realize
that you were only feeding me with all of your lies.
i can still remember when were still together
the sweet memories we shared with each other
how you treasured every moment with me
and how you made my life quite lovely.
you were the reason why i go to school everyday
'cause seeing your face just complete my day
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Mistake,
UnlovedVotes: 1115366
09 Sep, 2011 06:29 AMDreaming about tomorrow,
what will I like it to be?
Not walking even more forward,
just living in fantasy...
Always avoiding to say what I need,
Always hiding the truth who I'll never be,
Just tell me how can I change?
I hate myself for being this way...
Every day is the same...
Every day there is someone else to blame.
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MistakeVotes: 812378
19 May, 2010 06:01 PMher name is like water,
on a hot summer day.
her name is in a melody,
her name is rae.
she sits in her pastel room,
combing through hair the color of grain.
she combs through the tangles,
and winces in pain.
her eyes are turquoise blue,
seeing all but not understanding.
and if you look deep enough,
it's love that they're demanding.
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Votes: 232554