12 Jul, 2017 05:02 PMYou never got to truly know me
We wasted time on useless fights
It was about who is stronger
It was about who is right
And now we're left with bleeding hearts
There is no winning, only loss
No one is right, no one is stronger
And all our happiness is lost
We fought because we love each other
We drove ourselves into the dark
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Love,
Separated,
Mistakes,
Misunderstood,
Hope,
Heartache,
Child,
Loneliness,
Darkness,
Fight,
RelationshipVotes: 2339236
05 Jun, 2015 04:09 AMI gripped the hammer
Hesitant to do it, but I still did
Those walls was where I hid
Where I knew my heart was safe
He wanted me to and so I did
Thinking it would make him happy
I forced myself
I watch as the stone crumbles
Turning into particles like sand
Every hit was painful
I was turning vulnerable
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Sadness,
Depression,
MistakesVotes: 215229
10 May, 2015 09:37 PMThat time I cussed on the bus.
That was a beautiful mistake.
That time I hit my brother with the camera.
That was a beautiful mistake.
That time I ditched my boy buddie for my bestie.
That was a beautiful mistake.
That time I told everybody I was fine.
That was a beautiful mistake.
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Mistakes,
Life,
Love,
FriendshipVotes: 419712
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37247820
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4206145
11 Oct, 2012 10:14 AMHonestly...
Yes!
I admit my mistakes...
Mistakes that makes everything change
Mistakes that I can't truly Imagine that happen
Mistakes that made by my own selfishness
And Mistakes that I can't turn back anymore...
The Lies that I've spoken so many times
The feelings that I always try to deny
The wrong things that I've committed
And the selfish ambitions
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Tags:
Mistakes,
Sadness,
Farewell,
Sad,
RegretVotes: 2030719
22 Jul, 2012 02:23 AMLooking back,
I can see
how mistaken
I really was.
Day after day,
Week after week,
Telling you,
Killing you with
Every word,
Every wasted breath,
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Love,
Mistakes,
Suicide,
Realization,
SadVotes: 133869
03 Mar, 2010 08:36 AMa world that crumbled
we all lost our share...
some more than others
no one can see
not even I
things came to be
now pasted by
Shadows in a frail place
everything worth protecting
gone
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Tags:
Mistakes,
Lost,
Alone,
Loss Of Someone Dear To YouVotes: 121497